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28 November 2005
leaving on a jetplane
I'm leaving in roughly 10 hours. I'll be gone for 3 weeks. I'm coming back on the 17 December around 5 plus. Since I'll be away, this blog will also go into a hiatus. I'm pretty sure that there isnt any internet connection there. I might update when I get to Changi Airport. But then, I don't think so.
So here's a rough Itinery:
28nov-arrive in Nan
15dec-arrive in bangkok from nan
17dec-arrive in Singapore
I won't be able to receive any smses in Nan should you want to send them. Sadly): Oh wells, still send if you want. My inbox is here for you to spam(:
I really don't wanna go. I don't wanna leave home. I don't want to leave my computer. I don't want to be unable to communicate with anyone through phone or email.
Maybe I'll come back as a different person. But I think I'll still be the same me(:
Christmas and my birthday is around the corner. You know what to do.
Lol, I'll miss you guys.
harry; It does not matter in Thailand. It's still free to receive sms regardless of whether its m1, singtel or starhub.
and thanks to eveyrone for their concern(: it makes leaving somehow more difficult...
So here's a rough Itinery:
28nov-arrive in Nan
15dec-arrive in bangkok from nan
17dec-arrive in Singapore
I won't be able to receive any smses in Nan should you want to send them. Sadly): Oh wells, still send if you want. My inbox is here for you to spam(:
Maybe I'll come back as a different person. But I think I'll still be the same me(:
Lol, I'll miss you guys.
harry; It does not matter in Thailand. It's still free to receive sms regardless of whether its m1, singtel or starhub.
and thanks to eveyrone for their concern(: it makes leaving somehow more difficult...
27 November 2005
looming around the corner
Yipz^ Confundus says:
yo...
Yipz^ Confundus says:
good luck tml girl
Yipz^ Confundus says:
don fall off the mountains
erm, right.
yip! receiving smses is not charged! so its still free to receive msg. it's only when i reply then i need to pay(: and thanks for your concern, i'll try VERY hard not to fall off the mountains(:
yo...
Yipz^ Confundus says:
good luck tml girl
Yipz^ Confundus says:
don fall off the mountains
erm, right.
yip! receiving smses is not charged! so its still free to receive msg. it's only when i reply then i need to pay(: and thanks for your concern, i'll try VERY hard not to fall off the mountains(:
respect is THE word
I was settling my late night craving of some Masters Milk when it hit me. I'm leaving in one day. I'm leaving for three weeks, away from civilisation. Heck about the food, but how am I going to survive three weeks of no coffee, no milk or no tea?
Today Just now I went to my grandma's house and she gave me money. Is there a tradition whereby when your grandchildren go overseas and you have to give red packets? Nevertheless, I'm a few hundreds richer and I'm not complaining about it. It feels like its Chinese New Year.
Tomorrow Later, I'm going to do some more last minute shopping. I gotta buy some snacks to bring over, and a various number of errands I have to run. And oh yeah, I gotta pack. I still havn't packed and my things are all over the place. I'm driving my parents up the wall. Lol, thats nothing new though;)
Just now, I was at mass and I was seriously pissed. I hate kids. Sometimes, I just want to gag them and throw them off the tenth floor. I used to blame kids themselves for being such noisy brats during mass. But today, I realised that it's the PARENTS themselves for being such complete idiots. Catholic churches usually have pews. One side is the bench part where you sit, the other part is the kneeler and a stand where you can kneel and rest your hands to pray. Parents have this itching tendency to let their kids stand on the stand part, for a better view of the altar I guess. LIKE HELLO! This is a church, not some freaking playground for your kid to climb over the pews and be such complete idiots! I can understand if the kids are unable to understand the whole mass and all. [And I can relate because when I was a kid, I found mass to be super boring] BUT HELLO! Can they please show some respect? When babies/kids cry, scream, talk loudly etc, I can tolerate. But playing and climbing all over? I just don't understand how parents can be so RETARTED. GRR.
Sorry, I didnt mean to rant. But some matters, HAVE to be addressed.
Just now, I was at mass and I was seriously pissed. I hate kids. Sometimes, I just want to gag them and throw them off the tenth floor. I used to blame kids themselves for being such noisy brats during mass. But today, I realised that it's the PARENTS themselves for being such complete idiots. Catholic churches usually have pews. One side is the bench part where you sit, the other part is the kneeler and a stand where you can kneel and rest your hands to pray. Parents have this itching tendency to let their kids stand on the stand part, for a better view of the altar I guess. LIKE HELLO! This is a church, not some freaking playground for your kid to climb over the pews and be such complete idiots! I can understand if the kids are unable to understand the whole mass and all. [And I can relate because when I was a kid, I found mass to be super boring] BUT HELLO! Can they please show some respect? When babies/kids cry, scream, talk loudly etc, I can tolerate. But playing and climbing all over? I just don't understand how parents can be so RETARTED. GRR.
Sorry, I didnt mean to rant. But some matters, HAVE to be addressed.
26 November 2005
zonked out
So here's the photos I promised to post. The problem is that I couldn't decide which to post. They were all blur and unfocused. Lol, so here's a collage I made from Picasa.
The chalet was major craziness. Everyone was a little high after we had some vodka. We played Indian Poker [?] One hour after we cleared the bottle, everybody went CRAZY! It was like the effects of alcohol kicked in and it became a madhouse. Lol, thankfully, everything was ok. Except for the hangovers later.
I was a little tipsy. I'm super lousy lar. I only had a little bit of diluted vodka. My face was bright pink! Thankfully, I managed to shake off the dizziness and dragged myself to school. I really don't know how I managed to overcome that day with a headache [hangover?] and a serious lack of sleep.
Again, I'm thankful for my ocip group because I seriously did nothing much. They did most of the work. And while I was hungover and sleepy, they did all the work again. I was just at the corner dozing away:(
Haha, no matter what. I'm leaving in two days. My flight is at 11am on Monday 28 November. There is completely NO EXCUSE to not message/call me. I have auto roam, I'll still be able to receive your message in Bangkok. Granted, there isnt any mobile reception up in Nan but still send your love. I'll need it(:
And lastly, all you people have fun in SL(:
The chalet was major craziness. Everyone was a little high after we had some vodka. We played Indian Poker [?] One hour after we cleared the bottle, everybody went CRAZY! It was like the effects of alcohol kicked in and it became a madhouse. Lol, thankfully, everything was ok. Except for the hangovers later.
I was a little tipsy. I'm super lousy lar. I only had a little bit of diluted vodka. My face was bright pink! Thankfully, I managed to shake off the dizziness and dragged myself to school. I really don't know how I managed to overcome that day with a headache [hangover?] and a serious lack of sleep.
Again, I'm thankful for my ocip group because I seriously did nothing much. They did most of the work. And while I was hungover and sleepy, they did all the work again. I was just at the corner dozing away:(
Haha, no matter what. I'm leaving in two days. My flight is at 11am on Monday 28 November. There is completely NO EXCUSE to not message/call me. I have auto roam, I'll still be able to receive your message in Bangkok. Granted, there isnt any mobile reception up in Nan but still send your love. I'll need it(:
And lastly, all you people have fun in SL(:
24 November 2005
the marathon
Wow, I have been awake for the past 39 hours. I'm really foggy and dizzy. Will upload some pics that I took. They're kinda blur though, I was a little tipsy, the vodka was getting to me and my hands shook like hell.
Later.
Later.
23 November 2005
five fucking more days
Insecurities, go away. You have no place in me.
Yet no matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of you.
Self destruct in
3...
2...
1...
Bye bye world.
Yet no matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of you.
Self destruct in
3...
2...
1...
Bye bye world.
21 November 2005
beyond any measurable means
My dad and his royal highness are yelling away. Sounds like fun. Can I join in too? Let's all worked up our anger [we need some momentum you know] and yell so loud we wake the neighbours up!
WHEE!
=/
Yeah, I'm grumpy. It's the period but its not here yet.
Erm, you did NOT get that.
So, let me start blogging properly.
I was feeling extremely down until I saw something that made me high all over again. I've gotten an email from Frank Warren, the creator behind PostSecret. I'm not sure if it's a hoax. But I surely hope not. Anyways, you guys really got to check out the site. ITS SUPER COOL.
I'm really tired. Had OCIP meeting from 9-5pm. Then I came home, rest a while and went out for tuition. It's only until now I can finally sit down with my soft fluffy smelly pillow and chill.
WHEE!
=/
Yeah, I'm grumpy. It's the period but its not here yet.
Erm, you did NOT get that.
So, let me start blogging properly.
I was feeling extremely down until I saw something that made me high all over again. I've gotten an email from Frank Warren, the creator behind PostSecret. I'm not sure if it's a hoax. But I surely hope not. Anyways, you guys really got to check out the site. ITS SUPER COOL.
I'm really tired. Had OCIP meeting from 9-5pm. Then I came home, rest a while and went out for tuition. It's only until now I can finally sit down with my soft fluffy smelly pillow and chill.
20 November 2005
new template v.3
finally a new template. I'm not feeling this though. It feels really cluttered. I might change it to just 2 columns instead of 3. Tell me what you think.
I took the photo from my window sometime back. I may complain a lot of living in such an "ulu" place, but I love the view I have because there aren't many high buildings. My view of the sky is unblocked. I can even see some parts of Johor from my place. Yes, its that "ulu"
The inspiration for this template is not surprising. I have been having lots of Simple Plan, Green Day templates, I wanted a change thus the birth of this template. Since, my templates are always picture-based, and my love for the sky is immense, its just seems natural that this template is designed such.
Tell me what you think.
It's approximately one more week before I leave for Nan. Or 7 days 1hr 30mins. Or 169.5hr. Or 10170mins. Or 610200secs. Ok yeah, you get the point. ITS FREAKING NEAR. I was looking for a week of unwinding, spending more time with my family, friends and myself. But no such thing. I have OCIP meetings from Monday to Friday 9am-5pm. I'm not going to start bitching. But seriously,WHAT THE FUCK LAR?! WTF Lar?! I want to watch Harry Potter, but I don't think I will have the time. I want to go for class chalet, but I'll just end up going for the bbq. I'm planning to get so drunk that I get such a bad hangover that I can't go to school the very next day.
Nah, I'm not going to. I'm just contemplating it only. Maybe. Just maybe.
I have been planning for this trip for quite a while. It feels like the trip is3 weeks one month half a year long. Before I even reach the place, I'm already so exhausted, so drained from all the preparation. I kick myself constantly for signing up for this.
So, quit complaning 'cause I can't do anything about it.
I went to my Godfather's house just now to borrow his backpack 'cause we are not supposed to bring suitcases and all. Godpa's house is freaking cool but rather eerie. It has this really country feel. Godpa's a big fan of wood and the house is furnished from top to bottom in wood. They [godpa+godma] sealed the windows so the house is rather dark. Which explains the eerie feeling. The house is really weird, but it has this really secluded, away-from-the-whole-mess-of-society feeling, which is great when you just want to be by yourself.
So back to the backpack. ;)
Godpa and Godma travel quite often. They don't have any kids which I guess allows them to have alot of time to travel around the world. The last time, they went backpacking in Rome, Italy. [WTF I WANT] They've been to places like the Vatican City. [WTFWTF I ALSO WANT TO GO] lol. So its only natural that I borrowed a backpack from Godpa. It's black and YELLOW!Funkeh Funky. I love yellow. The backpack's quite huge, nearly half my size. His royal highness joked that he can put me in the bag and carry me around=/ Haha, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to lift it up when I load it with all my barang barang and sleeping bag. Oh well, we'll see. I'm starting to pack this week by coming up with a list of items that I need to buy/replenish.
And horros of horror, I realise that I used a lot of toiletries/products that will probably be more than my clothing. Let me recount them:
1) Face: Simple Hydrating Light Moisturiser
2) Skin: Vaseline Intensive Care Aloe Cool & Fresh Moisturiser
3) Some hair moisturiser I can't remember the name
4) St Ives No Frizz Serum
5) Nivea Deodorant
6) Body Shop Oceanus Body Mist
7) Impulse Oxygen Body Mist
8) Body Shop Lemongrass Foot Powder Lotion
9) Cream for my eczema
10) Vaseline Lip Balm
11) Body Shop Tea Tree Oil Blemish Stick
That's on top of the usual Shampoo, Conditioner, Body Foam and Facial Wash that I have to bring. Ok lar, I know that there are some stuff I can do without. It's just that I didnt realise I use this amount of products daily. I feel like a perks;)
Gotta go off to do somemore OCIP preparation work. Doing work even during the holidays is my life now.
I took the photo from my window sometime back. I may complain a lot of living in such an "ulu" place, but I love the view I have because there aren't many high buildings. My view of the sky is unblocked. I can even see some parts of Johor from my place. Yes, its that "ulu"
The inspiration for this template is not surprising. I have been having lots of Simple Plan, Green Day templates, I wanted a change thus the birth of this template. Since, my templates are always picture-based, and my love for the sky is immense, its just seems natural that this template is designed such.
Tell me what you think.
It's approximately one more week before I leave for Nan. Or 7 days 1hr 30mins. Or 169.5hr. Or 10170mins. Or 610200secs. Ok yeah, you get the point. ITS FREAKING NEAR. I was looking for a week of unwinding, spending more time with my family, friends and myself. But no such thing. I have OCIP meetings from Monday to Friday 9am-5pm. I'm not going to start bitching. But seriously,
Nah, I'm not going to. I'm just contemplating it only. Maybe. Just maybe.
I have been planning for this trip for quite a while. It feels like the trip is
So, quit complaning 'cause I can't do anything about it.
I went to my Godfather's house just now to borrow his backpack 'cause we are not supposed to bring suitcases and all. Godpa's house is freaking cool but rather eerie. It has this really country feel. Godpa's a big fan of wood and the house is furnished from top to bottom in wood. They [godpa+godma] sealed the windows so the house is rather dark. Which explains the eerie feeling. The house is really weird, but it has this really secluded, away-from-the-whole-mess-of-society feeling, which is great when you just want to be by yourself.
So back to the backpack. ;)
Godpa and Godma travel quite often. They don't have any kids which I guess allows them to have alot of time to travel around the world. The last time, they went backpacking in Rome, Italy. [WTF I WANT] They've been to places like the Vatican City. [WTFWTF I ALSO WANT TO GO] lol. So its only natural that I borrowed a backpack from Godpa. It's black and YELLOW!
And horros of horror, I realise that I used a lot of toiletries/products that will probably be more than my clothing. Let me recount them:
1) Face: Simple Hydrating Light Moisturiser
2) Skin: Vaseline Intensive Care Aloe Cool & Fresh Moisturiser
3) Some hair moisturiser I can't remember the name
4) St Ives No Frizz Serum
5) Nivea Deodorant
6) Body Shop Oceanus Body Mist
7) Impulse Oxygen Body Mist
8) Body Shop Lemongrass Foot Powder Lotion
9) Cream for my eczema
10) Vaseline Lip Balm
11) Body Shop Tea Tree Oil Blemish Stick
That's on top of the usual Shampoo, Conditioner, Body Foam and Facial Wash that I have to bring. Ok lar, I know that there are some stuff I can do without. It's just that I didnt realise I use this amount of products daily. I feel like a perks;)
Gotta go off to do somemore OCIP preparation work. Doing work even during the holidays is my life now.
16 November 2005
a little less concern, a little more effort
Yiwen reminded me of the side effects of taking the anti-malaria pills today. Basically, the side effects are depression, mood swings and nightmares. Which sounds just like an average day for me=/ That probably explains why I was really frumpy, content one moment and really frustrated later, and my really weird dream. I dreamt that there was this guy dancing above me. He had a very insignificant face and he was... naked. I'll leave you to your own imagination.
Perks, wenz and I were talking about setting up a local version of PostSecret. I love PostSecret. And the postcards are just so beautifully designed. If I could send my secret now, it would be- wait, it won't be a secret anymore after I say it, but heck. I wished that the bird flu epidemic will break out in Southeast Asia especially in Northern Thailand. Humans will start getting infected. But that is just totally cruel. I'm becoming sadistic and hoping that people die just because I don't want to go after I signed up for it. And then, I start becoming worried that bird flu will become really serious AFTER we reached Nan, and we'll contract bird flu. I don't want to die so young!
I'm feeling extremely lethargic nowadays. I guess my electronic devices all became influenced and decided to die on me. My handphone, camera and Frost decide to run on low batt. I was living on tenterhooks the entire day, hoping that none of them will fail on me on the way home. And, I'm glad they didnt. Gee, I'm so reliant on them now, I can't imagine leaving the house without 'em.
I can't believe I'm having a slight fever just because we walked in the rain just now. I love to walk in the rain and I never fall sick from it. My cheeks and forehead are burning, I'm having a slight headache and my eyes hurt. Boo! ):
Whimsical thoughts for the day-
1) Australia qualified for the World Cup! I'm just happy because the goal keeper looks rather cute from the side=/ No lar, its just that Australia has always been one of my favourite countries in the world. But, I'm NOT a soccer fan...
2) Perks say I'll definitely blog about this and since she's always right, here goes. I saw this cute ang moh at Food Republic at Wisma today. He looks like Boone from Lost. And I love Boone!(:
3) My Shakespeare teacher, Miss Williams, has a pair of really cool shoes.
4) I havn't watched Bleach or Da Chang Jin for two days):
5) I'm going to get screwed for "poning" maths peer tutoring tomorrow...
6) Vanilla Nut Frappe from Cafe Cartel is yummy.
7) I'll marry the man who drinks coffee the way I do. Which is to eat the right side of the whipped cream and drink coffee from the right side. And then finishing the whipped cream on the left side, then drinking the coffee from the left.
Perks, wenz and I were talking about setting up a local version of PostSecret. I love PostSecret. And the postcards are just so beautifully designed. If I could send my secret now, it would be- wait, it won't be a secret anymore after I say it, but heck. I wished that the bird flu epidemic will break out in Southeast Asia especially in Northern Thailand. Humans will start getting infected. But that is just totally cruel. I'm becoming sadistic and hoping that people die just because I don't want to go after I signed up for it. And then, I start becoming worried that bird flu will become really serious AFTER we reached Nan, and we'll contract bird flu. I don't want to die so young!
I'm feeling extremely lethargic nowadays. I guess my electronic devices all became influenced and decided to die on me. My handphone, camera and Frost decide to run on low batt. I was living on tenterhooks the entire day, hoping that none of them will fail on me on the way home. And, I'm glad they didnt. Gee, I'm so reliant on them now, I can't imagine leaving the house without 'em.
I can't believe I'm having a slight fever just because we walked in the rain just now. I love to walk in the rain and I never fall sick from it. My cheeks and forehead are burning, I'm having a slight headache and my eyes hurt. Boo! ):
Whimsical thoughts for the day-
1) Australia qualified for the World Cup! I'm just happy because the goal keeper looks rather cute from the side=/ No lar, its just that Australia has always been one of my favourite countries in the world. But, I'm NOT a soccer fan...
2) Perks say I'll definitely blog about this and since she's always right, here goes. I saw this cute ang moh at Food Republic at Wisma today. He looks like Boone from Lost. And I love Boone!(:
3) My Shakespeare teacher, Miss Williams, has a pair of really cool shoes.
4) I havn't watched Bleach or Da Chang Jin for two days):
5) I'm going to get screwed for "poning" maths peer tutoring tomorrow...
6) Vanilla Nut Frappe from Cafe Cartel is yummy.
7) I'll marry the man who drinks coffee the way I do. Which is to eat the right side of the whipped cream and drink coffee from the right side. And then finishing the whipped cream on the left side, then drinking the coffee from the left.
15 November 2005
the one with the tyler in my mind
My life revolves around Bleach and Da Chang Jin nowadays.
I "cheated" in the sense that I started watching Da Chang Jin in the middle. The other night, Mom was as usual watching in her bedroom. I intended to watch for only five minutes and I was hooked. So now, every night, I wait for Mom to come back and then WHEE!
Darn, we left 20+ more discs to finish. I don't think I can finish watching it before I leave for Thailand.
Bleach is so cool:) Got hooked after his royal highness bought the whole manga series. And now, I'm watching the anime and reading the manga at the same time. Just that the anime watching is going a little slow... Ichigo is so stupid but cute!:)
This morning I woke up and saw the reminder on my phone to start taking my anti-malaria pills. And suddenly it hit me, I'm leaving in TWO weeks! That's like really soon. Gah, I felt excited when I signed up for it, but now, I'll admit that I'm a little reluctant to leave for three weeks. I can't even begin to predict how the trip will be like. There's going to be so much teaching. Teaching the Thai kids is going to be my biggest challenge, 'cause we don't even know what their standard of English is. The best or worst part is that I'm teaching both the Primary1 kids in the morning and the Sec1 kids in the afternoon. Worst is I'm the IC for my group, and I'm also going to teach for another two straight days during one weekend [some outdoor camp]. Must be really serious in the teaching. Gah. So much responsibility. I don't take responsibility well. My usual reaction is to shrug it away. Now...
Hmm, CDP was really dumb. But I know you aren't surprise by that.
Yeah, I know. My titles never made sense anyways=/
I "cheated" in the sense that I started watching Da Chang Jin in the middle. The other night, Mom was as usual watching in her bedroom. I intended to watch for only five minutes and I was hooked. So now, every night, I wait for Mom to come back and then WHEE!
Darn, we left 20+ more discs to finish. I don't think I can finish watching it before I leave for Thailand.
Bleach is so cool:) Got hooked after his royal highness bought the whole manga series. And now, I'm watching the anime and reading the manga at the same time. Just that the anime watching is going a little slow... Ichigo is so stupid but cute!:)
This morning I woke up and saw the reminder on my phone to start taking my anti-malaria pills. And suddenly it hit me, I'm leaving in TWO weeks! That's like really soon. Gah, I felt excited when I signed up for it, but now, I'll admit that I'm a little reluctant to leave for three weeks. I can't even begin to predict how the trip will be like. There's going to be so much teaching. Teaching the Thai kids is going to be my biggest challenge, 'cause we don't even know what their standard of English is. The best or worst part is that I'm teaching both the Primary1 kids in the morning and the Sec1 kids in the afternoon. Worst is I'm the IC for my group, and I'm also going to teach for another two straight days during one weekend [some outdoor camp]. Must be really serious in the teaching. Gah. So much responsibility. I don't take responsibility well. My usual reaction is to shrug it away. Now...
Hmm, CDP was really dumb. But I know you aren't surprise by that.
Yeah, I know. My titles never made sense anyways=/
12 November 2005
the one with heaven, fighting and a whole lot of shizz
Wow, I havn't blogged in nearly a week, despite being online like... forever. It's just that my days have been pretty much the same. Go school doing work, go out, coffee, home, online, sleep. Lazing around the entire day not doing anything but being a crouch potato in front of the tube. And then it hit me, all these days without any proper WORK, GOSH! IT'S THE FREAKING HOLIDAYS!:D
Ok larh, I know I have various things to do, VA, OCIP, Maths Remedials, CDP...
wait, yoghurt.
mmm, yum. Peach mango is my favourite flavour. So anyways, His Royal Highness was asking me why I dictionary.com-ed yoghourt. Did you know there's three ways of spelling yogurt? Yoghurt, yogurt, yoghourt. But seriously, who spells yogurt, yoghourt? [As in YO-GORD] That's so weird.
If you actually, understood the above piece of useless shit, you are... really weird. Beware of your alter ego;)
So anyways, this is another unfocused entry..
FOCUS! =/
I caught Just Like Heaven with Wenz and Rosy yesterday. It's a pretty average movie with a really expected and predicted plot. I needed some peace from my soon-becoming-crazy mind, Wenz needs to drool over Mark Ruffalo, and we all needed some brainless movie that will not trigger a thought provoking discussion later. It's a pretty good movie that gives you that "awwww.." warm feeling. But if you and your four other gay friends are deciding to watch it, please go wait for Brokeback Mountain to reach Singapore, if it's ever going to. [There's Jakey Poo in it:)] I left the cinema wishing I had a house like the female lead. Screw all the glasshouses on the the beach, I don't want to burn in them. But I still would love a house by the beach:) Elizabeth's apartment had THIS beautiful view of the San Francisco skyline [?]. AND she had this rooftop terrace that was able to view the night sky and all its twinkling stars. Gosh, I could feel myself reaching up to the sky and feeling the clouds in my hands. [quiet you sciencers, I know its water vapour] Wow, I want a house like that.
And then just now in the afternoon, I caught Fight Club, The first time I watched the 2nd half of the show, the second time I caught the 1st half of the show, and now, I'm determined to finish watching the whole damn show. And boy I'm glad I did. It's like you become more sensitive to the conversation between Tyler Durden and the Narrator. You feel more aware of the actions of the Narrator and Tyler Durden. There's still some questions in my head, but it will probably be solved by IMDb.
We are by-products of a lifestyle obsession.
That phrase has been stuck on my mind the entire day. Everything Tyler says, is so meaningful. Yes, I know its rather cynical, but I just have this uncanny feeling that I'm guilty of what he is saying... Maybe I'll talk to him when I can't sleep tonight...
I'm kidding lar. At least I hope I am=/
Theshizz shit. This is what happens when you read too much Trent, you start speaking like him in celebrity sluttiness style.
Yes, getting back to the shit. I had this really bad night a few nights ago. Had this really bad headache in the day so popped panadol and went to sleep. I couldn't sleep well at all. Everytime I drift off to sleep, I'll just suddenly jerk awake. Literally JERK, as in a sudden movement. I'll wake up in cold sweat and be at another corner of the bed with my arms and legs twisted in really weird directions. I was feelind really frustrated, scared, tired and warm all at the same time. I was so bloody spooked. GAH, I'm glad I'm pretty sane now.
Going back to watch Bleach.
Ok larh, I know I have various things to do, VA, OCIP, Maths Remedials, CDP...
wait, yoghurt.
mmm, yum. Peach mango is my favourite flavour. So anyways, His Royal Highness was asking me why I dictionary.com-ed yoghourt. Did you know there's three ways of spelling yogurt? Yoghurt, yogurt, yoghourt. But seriously, who spells yogurt, yoghourt? [As in YO-GORD] That's so weird.
If you actually, understood the above piece of useless shit, you are... really weird. Beware of your alter ego;)
So anyways, this is another unfocused entry..
FOCUS! =/
I caught Just Like Heaven with Wenz and Rosy yesterday. It's a pretty average movie with a really expected and predicted plot. I needed some peace from my soon-becoming-crazy mind, Wenz needs to drool over Mark Ruffalo, and we all needed some brainless movie that will not trigger a thought provoking discussion later. It's a pretty good movie that gives you that "awwww.." warm feeling. But if you and your four other gay friends are deciding to watch it, please go wait for Brokeback Mountain to reach Singapore, if it's ever going to. [There's Jakey Poo in it:)] I left the cinema wishing I had a house like the female lead. Screw all the glasshouses on the the beach, I don't want to burn in them. But I still would love a house by the beach:) Elizabeth's apartment had THIS beautiful view of the San Francisco skyline [?]. AND she had this rooftop terrace that was able to view the night sky and all its twinkling stars. Gosh, I could feel myself reaching up to the sky and feeling the clouds in my hands. [quiet you sciencers, I know its water vapour] Wow, I want a house like that.
And then just now in the afternoon, I caught Fight Club, The first time I watched the 2nd half of the show, the second time I caught the 1st half of the show, and now, I'm determined to finish watching the whole damn show. And boy I'm glad I did. It's like you become more sensitive to the conversation between Tyler Durden and the Narrator. You feel more aware of the actions of the Narrator and Tyler Durden. There's still some questions in my head, but it will probably be solved by IMDb.
We are by-products of a lifestyle obsession.
That phrase has been stuck on my mind the entire day. Everything Tyler says, is so meaningful. Yes, I know its rather cynical, but I just have this uncanny feeling that I'm guilty of what he is saying... Maybe I'll talk to him when I can't sleep tonight...
I'm kidding lar. At least I hope I am=/
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Yes, getting back to the shit. I had this really bad night a few nights ago. Had this really bad headache in the day so popped panadol and went to sleep. I couldn't sleep well at all. Everytime I drift off to sleep, I'll just suddenly jerk awake. Literally JERK, as in a sudden movement. I'll wake up in cold sweat and be at another corner of the bed with my arms and legs twisted in really weird directions. I was feelind really frustrated, scared, tired and warm all at the same time. I was so bloody spooked. GAH, I'm glad I'm pretty sane now.
Going back to watch Bleach.
06 November 2005
the one with the Pony sneakers
Coffee-d for 3 hours long with Cleo. Its been a while since I coffee-d. And more importantly, its been a while since I went out with my girlfriend! :) Had lots of fun catching up and shopping around... Thanks Cleo! I was quite surprised when you messaged me at midnight. I wasn't expecting to go out, but boy was I glad I did! :D You and xun make me believe in love again. Lol:) Thinking back, I think I was being a little erm, not very nice constantly comparing science with arts.. Oops. Next time I promise I won't complain that much.
[I need to start speaking proper English;)]
So, basically I wasn't in a buying mode. Saw some stuff that I would like, but didnt want to try. I guess I felt like I need to control, been spending alot lately. However, I saw this pair of Pony sneakers at Stadium. It's pink and brown! And its really cool. Have you ever felt xin dong by something? Like when you see this clothing/shoe/bag/accessory that you REALLY liked. Your heart is actually moved by its beauty. You stare in shock at the possible creation of something that perfect. Every moment, you think of said item. Like even when you walked out of the store, on the way home you're still thinking about it. You start thinking of saving money just for said item. You just WANT it. Yeah, I felt like that. I was moved by this pair of Pony sneakers. I love sneakers lar! Clothes I can don't buy. Accessories I can don't buy. Bags I can don't buy. But shoes? Cannot control lar! It's really gorgeous! And its only $50! HELLO! Haha, I thought it was a steal, but when I told my mom, she was shocked and said it was very ex. =/Erm mom? Gone are the days when you can buy shirts for $10. INFLATION! Haha. But anyways, I really love it. But, GAH! Been spending lots of money buying pants and all in prepartion for OCIP. Felt guilty =/
Just now, I was at Royal Sporting House and my mom and I spied this track pants that look rather ok. [I need them for OCIP] And it was just the perfect length for me! Look, you people should know that I'm rather short. Buying pants for me is a chore. But this track pants, it was like just right! Then we found out that it was actually for kids >_< Haha, but I kinda hecked and tried it. It fitted perfectly. So I got it. Look, if kids size fits me, why not? Not to mention its cheaper. Mom and I were quite happy with the steal plus there was 20% off. The salesman was giving us weird looks though. Ai yah, I don't really care lar. But my mom had to say really loudly: "SO WHAT IF ITS KIDS SIZE, AS LONG AS CAN WEAR GOOD ENOUGH RIGHT. NOBODY WOULD EVEN REALISE ITS KIDS SIZE IF YOU DONT SAY" I really wanted to dig a hole and hide. Mom! I'm ok with it, REALLY. You don't really need to prove to other people you barely know! [And by saying aloud, aren't you attracting more attention?] ITS OK MOM! Lol. I was quite embarrased but still amused by the whole incident. Haha.
Yiwen! I'm so sorry lar. I keep saying want to go out shopping with you for OCIP stuff, and I myself end up going to buy stuff without you. But if you still want to go shopping for OCIP stuff, I'll still go with you lar! :)
Tomorrow, wenz, perks, yipz, jialing, gary[?] are coming over my place. Erm, my mom's quite shocked theres 4 or 5 people coming. She expected lesser. Erm right. Hey guys, my brother said we can play mahjong on the marble table if we put paper. But hello? My marble table's really small, and you have to sit on the floor. Jap style mahjong? Lol:)
[I need to start speaking proper English;)]
So, basically I wasn't in a buying mode. Saw some stuff that I would like, but didnt want to try. I guess I felt like I need to control, been spending alot lately. However, I saw this pair of Pony sneakers at Stadium. It's pink and brown! And its really cool. Have you ever felt xin dong by something? Like when you see this clothing/shoe/bag/accessory that you REALLY liked. Your heart is actually moved by its beauty. You stare in shock at the possible creation of something that perfect. Every moment, you think of said item. Like even when you walked out of the store, on the way home you're still thinking about it. You start thinking of saving money just for said item. You just WANT it. Yeah, I felt like that. I was moved by this pair of Pony sneakers. I love sneakers lar! Clothes I can don't buy. Accessories I can don't buy. Bags I can don't buy. But shoes? Cannot control lar! It's really gorgeous! And its only $50! HELLO! Haha, I thought it was a steal, but when I told my mom, she was shocked and said it was very ex. =/Erm mom? Gone are the days when you can buy shirts for $10. INFLATION! Haha. But anyways, I really love it. But, GAH! Been spending lots of money buying pants and all in prepartion for OCIP. Felt guilty =/
Just now, I was at Royal Sporting House and my mom and I spied this track pants that look rather ok. [I need them for OCIP] And it was just the perfect length for me! Look, you people should know that I'm rather short. Buying pants for me is a chore. But this track pants, it was like just right! Then we found out that it was actually for kids >_< Haha, but I kinda hecked and tried it. It fitted perfectly. So I got it. Look, if kids size fits me, why not? Not to mention its cheaper. Mom and I were quite happy with the steal plus there was 20% off. The salesman was giving us weird looks though. Ai yah, I don't really care lar. But my mom had to say really loudly: "SO WHAT IF ITS KIDS SIZE, AS LONG AS CAN WEAR GOOD ENOUGH RIGHT. NOBODY WOULD EVEN REALISE ITS KIDS SIZE IF YOU DONT SAY" I really wanted to dig a hole and hide. Mom! I'm ok with it, REALLY. You don't really need to prove to other people you barely know! [And by saying aloud, aren't you attracting more attention?] ITS OK MOM! Lol. I was quite embarrased but still amused by the whole incident. Haha.
Yiwen! I'm so sorry lar. I keep saying want to go out shopping with you for OCIP stuff, and I myself end up going to buy stuff without you. But if you still want to go shopping for OCIP stuff, I'll still go with you lar! :)
Tomorrow, wenz, perks, yipz, jialing, gary[?] are coming over my place. Erm, my mom's quite shocked theres 4 or 5 people coming. She expected lesser. Erm right. Hey guys, my brother said we can play mahjong on the marble table if we put paper. But hello? My marble table's really small, and you have to sit on the floor. Jap style mahjong? Lol:)
the one with the dying
Today's sermon was on death. Quite a solemn topic for me I guess. I've never thought of dying. Sure enough, I want to go to heaven. Who would want to go hell? Or purgatory? After all the crazy happenings on earth, I want to be in heaven. My mind needs some peace. Even now. Some people get really prepared. I remember my dad doing up his will, [which immediatly brought a chill down my spine] Father Peter was saying we should get prepared, in the spiritual way.. Gosh, if i die now, I will surely burn in hell >_<
So I was thinking how I want to die. I definitely don't want to be sick and frail lying on some hospital bed of which the previous occupant left the face of the earth only a few days ago. I definitely don't want to have many people around. I don't want people to see me die. I simply hate people seeing me cry. I want to be able to sit on a bridge, starring at the night sky, holding the hand of my love one, close my eyes and just like the wind, be swept away to heaven. But then again, I might not even be able to sit up. Wheelchair can right?
If death is the beginning of a new life, that explains why I'm so eager to leave this rotten earth thats full of shit.
I wish I could fly to the end of the world. Away from all these rubbish and tedious things in life.
So I was thinking how I want to die. I definitely don't want to be sick and frail lying on some hospital bed of which the previous occupant left the face of the earth only a few days ago. I definitely don't want to have many people around. I don't want people to see me die. I simply hate people seeing me cry. I want to be able to sit on a bridge, starring at the night sky, holding the hand of my love one, close my eyes and just like the wind, be swept away to heaven. But then again, I might not even be able to sit up. Wheelchair can right?
If death is the beginning of a new life, that explains why I'm so eager to leave this rotten earth thats full of shit.
I wish I could fly to the end of the world. Away from all these rubbish and tedious things in life.
05 November 2005
the one with the cuteness
I really have to blog about this. Today, the guy serving perks her gelato at parco was REALLY CUTE. lol, perks and i [ok fine, mostly me.] were just gushing at gelato guy! :D and perks says she's going to bring him for potluck on monday at my place.
YAY!:D [lol]
wait, there's going to be a potluck at my place? can i just have gelato guy? ;)
Today was an absolutely waste of time in school. Why did I go to school? To amuse myself by seeing one person prancing around class being really silly? Hmm. My mom and dad kicked me out of the house. Sigh. Nevertheless, I'm glad I went out. I finally got my pliers. I'm missing some headpins and ear hooks. But I'll get them later...
This is totally irrelevant. But Jake Gyllenhaal is hawt:)
YAY!:D [lol]
wait, there's going to be a potluck at my place? can i just have gelato guy? ;)
Today was an absolutely waste of time in school. Why did I go to school? To amuse myself by seeing one person prancing around class being really silly? Hmm. My mom and dad kicked me out of the house. Sigh. Nevertheless, I'm glad I went out. I finally got my pliers. I'm missing some headpins and ear hooks. But I'll get them later...
This is totally irrelevant. But Jake Gyllenhaal is hawt:)
02 November 2005
the one with the rain
Today I had an absolutely crazy time at Cafe Cartel. But I didn't bring my camera. Silly me >_< Go bug perks and yiwen for photos. its hilarious.
I was walking in the rain on the way home. Although it was a short distance from the entrance to my house, it was a beautiful moment and I really enjoyed it. I love walking in the rain. Today's rain was near perfect, it was a light rain and there was a small breeze. The plants along the sidewalk were swaying in perfect harmony with the wind. It had this really calming effect. I was totally at peace with the world. If the Jar Jar Binks from school were to suddenly drop beside me, I will just conitnue smiling and walking. The effect was THAT good. The estate was really quiet. There were no noisy kids running around. There were only this quiet swooshing sound from the pool. The pool had beautiful tiny ripples. I could feel the pool calling to me. If I didnt had Frost [my zen micro] with me, I would really have jumped into the pool:)
Haha, I love the rain lar!
I was walking in the rain on the way home. Although it was a short distance from the entrance to my house, it was a beautiful moment and I really enjoyed it. I love walking in the rain. Today's rain was near perfect, it was a light rain and there was a small breeze. The plants along the sidewalk were swaying in perfect harmony with the wind. It had this really calming effect. I was totally at peace with the world. If the Jar Jar Binks from school were to suddenly drop beside me, I will just conitnue smiling and walking. The effect was THAT good. The estate was really quiet. There were no noisy kids running around. There were only this quiet swooshing sound from the pool. The pool had beautiful tiny ripples. I could feel the pool calling to me. If I didnt had Frost [my zen micro] with me, I would really have jumped into the pool:)
Haha, I love the rain lar!
01 November 2005
the one with the rant
A rant.
Was suppose to go out with the class today but I had to go church and celebrate my Mom's birthday. Plus, I thought its time to stay at home and spend some time with my folks instead of always going out. But, in the end there was a change of plans. I ended up going church [of course] and then my grandma's house. Later, I'm going to go the other grandma's house. Going my grandparents' house isnt that bad lar. But my class went to Sentosa today. I can't believe that I'm missing another beach trip in exchange for watching some weird Stephen Chow movie that's shot in 1991.
And to top it off, my dad is pmsing. I can't stand it when men PMS. its sick >_<
Was suppose to go out with the class today but I had to go church and celebrate my Mom's birthday. Plus, I thought its time to stay at home and spend some time with my folks instead of always going out. But, in the end there was a change of plans. I ended up going church [of course] and then my grandma's house. Later, I'm going to go the other grandma's house. Going my grandparents' house isnt that bad lar. But my class went to Sentosa today. I can't believe that I'm missing another beach trip in exchange for watching some weird Stephen Chow movie that's shot in 1991.
And to top it off, my dad is pmsing. I can't stand it when men PMS. its sick >_<