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Joyz Celeste Yip11 January 1988
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Rosyth Amkss Ajc
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31 July 2005
left alone in my own space.
im really vexed now. my parents and my brother all think that i should go for that leadership courses during the 10 aug and 1 sep. and in the same time waste $60. im ok if we all operate on different frequencies, but they dont even want to support me.
yeah, all adults are screwed.
so im left with 2 choices: 1) go for the bloody courses and waste $60. 2) quit visual arts. i dont want to quit va cuz even though it can be really boring and irritating at times, its something that i enjoy doing. so i guess im left with no choice but to go for the courses.
im just upset my parents never seem to understand. its not that difficult right? i mean even though if they dont allow and all, they still can support my decision right? and my mom said i was being rude to her again. like wtf lar, am i suppose to smile and speak happily and start laughing even though im extremely pissed? i was being perfectly normal and controling my temper lar. ARGH. and mom was saying that last time i was very sporting and would go for such courses. geez. people changed you know. and i dont mind going with the siao amk councillors lar. they turn anything boring into fun. plus, im not the same person i was in sec 4! geez.
adults are screwed.
yeah, all adults are screwed.
so im left with 2 choices: 1) go for the bloody courses and waste $60. 2) quit visual arts. i dont want to quit va cuz even though it can be really boring and irritating at times, its something that i enjoy doing. so i guess im left with no choice but to go for the courses.
im just upset my parents never seem to understand. its not that difficult right? i mean even though if they dont allow and all, they still can support my decision right? and my mom said i was being rude to her again. like wtf lar, am i suppose to smile and speak happily and start laughing even though im extremely pissed? i was being perfectly normal and controling my temper lar. ARGH. and mom was saying that last time i was very sporting and would go for such courses. geez. people changed you know. and i dont mind going with the siao amk councillors lar. they turn anything boring into fun. plus, im not the same person i was in sec 4! geez.
adults are screwed.
ETERNAL LOOP
why are adults so screwed up?! mom quarelled with dad. gor's being a pain in the ass. he should just stay in the hall and dont come back. geez. i hate staying at home. being the youngest in the house, there isnt much that i can do.
just got back from school of rock. eternal loop was seventh! :( but they got most popular band! :D haha, other bands got only one award but they got TWO ok? lol. harry said the sound guy screwed up during their performance. that sucks. but im glad i skipped tuition to go support. whee! ETERNAL LOOP IS THE WINNER [to me] ;)
later. got 3 more history outlines to rush. i dont know how im going to be able to finish it. dont sleep i guess.
just got back from school of rock. eternal loop was seventh! :( but they got most popular band! :D haha, other bands got only one award but they got TWO ok? lol. harry said the sound guy screwed up during their performance. that sucks. but im glad i skipped tuition to go support. whee! ETERNAL LOOP IS THE WINNER [to me] ;)
later. got 3 more history outlines to rush. i dont know how im going to be able to finish it. dont sleep i guess.
29 July 2005
last post before i go. my thoughts are all fragmented today.
alice teo was reading my essay today in class. erm, to tell you the truth, i never think until that deep hor. i wrote the essay in a rush, in the office of ACM. does that mean i shouldnt think much?;)
neways, unlike my essay, my family is not at all close knitted. on my dad's side, my grandma and grandad arent that close. neither are all my aunts and uncles or my cousins. and on my mom's side, its worst. my grandad is a little loose in the head and its driving all of us nuts. the worst thing is grandad always likes to say stuff with "Jesus and God" in it. like, "Jesus brought us into this world to suffer" erm, like HELLO?! i dont want to start a theological debate but seriously! anyways, poor grandma is in the hospital cuz she fractured her hip bone. grandad goes down everyday to visit her and create a din cuz he thinks we're wasting money and that my grandma is like "staying in a hotel" like WTF?! the poor woman is lying down there in pain, she has been on that same bed for ten days. im pretty sure my grandma would love to be able to walk around and carry her precious grandchildren then lay in bed the entire day.
geez.
alice teo was reading my essay today in class. erm, to tell you the truth, i never think until that deep hor. i wrote the essay in a rush, in the office of ACM. does that mean i shouldnt think much?;)
neways, unlike my essay, my family is not at all close knitted. on my dad's side, my grandma and grandad arent that close. neither are all my aunts and uncles or my cousins. and on my mom's side, its worst. my grandad is a little loose in the head and its driving all of us nuts. the worst thing is grandad always likes to say stuff with "Jesus and God" in it. like, "Jesus brought us into this world to suffer" erm, like HELLO?! i dont want to start a theological debate but seriously! anyways, poor grandma is in the hospital cuz she fractured her hip bone. grandad goes down everyday to visit her and create a din cuz he thinks we're wasting money and that my grandma is like "staying in a hotel" like WTF?! the poor woman is lying down there in pain, she has been on that same bed for ten days. im pretty sure my grandma would love to be able to walk around and carry her precious grandchildren then lay in bed the entire day.
geez.
fly//*jars of clay
I'll fly with you through the night
So you know I'm not letting go
I'm not letting go
My tears like rain fill up the sky
Oh my love, I'm not letting go
I won't let you go.
i love this song. the imagery is beautiful. plus it contains my four favourite words/images/memories:
fly, night, rain, sky.
the song is rather sad though. the first time i heard it i nearly cried.
i love jars of clay :)
So you know I'm not letting go
I'm not letting go
My tears like rain fill up the sky
Oh my love, I'm not letting go
I won't let you go.
i love this song. the imagery is beautiful. plus it contains my four favourite words/images/memories:
fly, night, rain, sky.
the song is rather sad though. the first time i heard it i nearly cried.
i love jars of clay :)
28 July 2005
a place in my head
fuck. im really frust now. i have to retype this cuz dad closed the window.
so anyways, i have to go for this leadership course thing during the 10 aug and 1st september. both school holidays. and because i maxed my edusave in amkss, i have to pay $60 cash. i do not want to waste my time AND money on ANOTHER leadership course. i've been to many and they're all similar. and they're really pointless! all the school does is send us for courses. now you know why aj is super boring and "the school spirit is low" how do you expect to motivate students if all you're doing is sending them for courses, courses and more courses?! with 60 bucks and 2 full days, i can go kino and buy 4 books and read. its more meaningful then attending some totally retarded course...
dad feels the same way as i do. he called mr lim to yada yada yada. but mr lim actually persuaded him that the course is useful. of course mr lim will say that lar! i dont think he will say"nonono, its not useful, DONT COME!" right? bleaugh. adults are dumb. i dont EVER wanna grow up.
im still trying to wiggle my way out of this rubbish. *crosses fingers*
so anyways, i have to go for this leadership course thing during the 10 aug and 1st september. both school holidays. and because i maxed my edusave in amkss, i have to pay $60 cash. i do not want to waste my time AND money on ANOTHER leadership course. i've been to many and they're all similar. and they're really pointless! all the school does is send us for courses. now you know why aj is super boring and "the school spirit is low" how do you expect to motivate students if all you're doing is sending them for courses, courses and more courses?! with 60 bucks and 2 full days, i can go kino and buy 4 books and read. its more meaningful then attending some totally retarded course...
dad feels the same way as i do. he called mr lim to yada yada yada. but mr lim actually persuaded him that the course is useful. of course mr lim will say that lar! i dont think he will say"nonono, its not useful, DONT COME!" right? bleaugh. adults are dumb. i dont EVER wanna grow up.
im still trying to wiggle my way out of this rubbish. *crosses fingers*
25 July 2005
let me tell you what's funny...
its funny how at 17, i still make the same mistakes as when i was 10. humans just dont learn.
its funny how the people closest to you seems to be so distant.
its funny how circumstances change all the time. nothing's fixed in life.
again, i cant sleep. thinking of so many things. emotions running free. im bursting at the seams. i need a pensieve. or i just need to go sleep and wake up tmr thinking that all these are just part of a nightmare that i will wake up from in reality.
i had one sore eye today. im going to wake up tmr having TWO sore eyes.
its funny how the people closest to you seems to be so distant.
its funny how circumstances change all the time. nothing's fixed in life.
again, i cant sleep. thinking of so many things. emotions running free. im bursting at the seams. i need a pensieve. or i just need to go sleep and wake up tmr thinking that all these are just part of a nightmare that i will wake up from in reality.
i had one sore eye today. im going to wake up tmr having TWO sore eyes.
24 July 2005
there are days when you wake up feeling really ugly. today was such a day. i nearly screamed when i look into the mirror in the morning-my right eye was so swollen i could barely see. it looks like i punched myself while sleeping=/ gotta wear specs the entire day to hide it. yuck. i think im falling sick again. my eyes were watery, i was trembling non-stop and i cant shit. >_<
anyways, i chiong down to see eternal loop at j8. they were awesome! AND THEY'RE THROUGH TO THE FINALS! :D and then chiong to tuition. dad was really nice to chauffeur me around.
i cut my hair! whee! its super short. i like it. but i cant help feeling i look like an aunty >_<
anyways, i chiong down to see eternal loop at j8. they were awesome! AND THEY'RE THROUGH TO THE FINALS! :D and then chiong to tuition. dad was really nice to chauffeur me around.
i cut my hair! whee! its super short. i like it. but i cant help feeling i look like an aunty >_<
HMPH
im really grumpy. unless you wanna get yelled at, dont talk to me.
[its a case of pms]
[its a case of pms]
23 July 2005
from anywhere!
whee! my mom just bought a notebook from her office. its a second/third-hand [about 4 years old] compaq armada e500. its pretty heavy [at 3 kg] and thick [4cm]. i spent the whole night and morning trying to get it up and running and finally it works! can surf the internet from anywhere in the house since my dad just got the wireless router. but i think my uncle says it best, "now you can sit on the toiletbowl and surf the internet." lol:)
yesterday went out with wenz, ppx and rosy. i will blog more abt it at our blog later when i upload the photos into my com. had lotsa fun:D i also saw hui min and vanessa [think she was on the way to work..]
im gonna visit my grandma later at nuh...
yesterday went out with wenz, ppx and rosy. i will blog more abt it at our blog later when i upload the photos into my com. had lotsa fun:D i also saw hui min and vanessa [think she was on the way to work..]
im gonna visit my grandma later at nuh...
22 July 2005
many happy returns
i cant sleep even though my eyes are starting to sting. its 1 in the morning now. everyone in the house is sleeping. his royal highness has moved to the nus hall. im listening to the live version of untitled. and for some reason i cant seem to comprehend, i just dont want to move or do anything. i just wanna sit here. my mind's blank. ok, i think its called stoning >_<
anyways, im really really worried. for so many things. my grandma's in the hospital, she fractured her hip bone and most likely have to go for an operation. i know its not a life-threatening op, but im still worried nonetheless. im worried that i cant pass my sbj-i dont want to do pe while others can just go home. its just damn sad. WHY AM I SO WEAK?! there's all this talk in my house about going nus, with my brother entering the uni. my parents keep talking about going nus, staying in halls etc. then alice teo is constantly scaring us into studying [not that i do] fuck it, i dont even know if i can get promoted with FOC, much less enter the u! [my stupid brother had AAB] then there's my mom "losing" her job at the end of the year. ok wait, its not really "losing" in the sense that the fucked up moe is outsourcing, so people like my mom will be redeployed to schools and such. she's worried that she wont be able to cope. im worried that she's worried. and im worried that my brother is drifting away from his faith. ok lar, i always tell my mom he's old enough to decide and all. but deep down im just worried. that idiot hasnt attended mass in ages. im no perfect angel either but at least i drag myself and try to listen to the sermon. my brother has been my spiritual rock all this while and its just really really worrying to see things happening like that.
im really frust. i wanna jump out of the window and have that crazy adrenaline rush to stop me from thinking too much.
anyways, im really really worried. for so many things. my grandma's in the hospital, she fractured her hip bone and most likely have to go for an operation. i know its not a life-threatening op, but im still worried nonetheless. im worried that i cant pass my sbj-i dont want to do pe while others can just go home. its just damn sad. WHY AM I SO WEAK?! there's all this talk in my house about going nus, with my brother entering the uni. my parents keep talking about going nus, staying in halls etc. then alice teo is constantly scaring us into studying [not that i do] fuck it, i dont even know if i can get promoted with FOC, much less enter the u! [my stupid brother had AAB] then there's my mom "losing" her job at the end of the year. ok wait, its not really "losing" in the sense that the fucked up moe is outsourcing, so people like my mom will be redeployed to schools and such. she's worried that she wont be able to cope. im worried that she's worried. and im worried that my brother is drifting away from his faith. ok lar, i always tell my mom he's old enough to decide and all. but deep down im just worried. that idiot hasnt attended mass in ages. im no perfect angel either but at least i drag myself and try to listen to the sermon. my brother has been my spiritual rock all this while and its just really really worrying to see things happening like that.
im really frust. i wanna jump out of the window and have that crazy adrenaline rush to stop me from thinking too much.
20 July 2005
the men in my house are hopeless. mom's the best, she chased away the moth. yayy mom! :D
i hope grandma gets ok really soon. god, please look after her yeah?
i hope grandma gets ok really soon. god, please look after her yeah?
living in the past
im facing a dilema now.
there's this HUGE, MEGA, AS-BIG-AS-A-PLATE-OF-CHICKEN-RICE-SIZE moth in my bathroom. yeah, i know what you're thinking: moth only, no big deal right? but i absolutely detest moths! and there's one freaking enormous one in my bathroom! why cant there be a lizard, cockroach, rat [ok, maybe not], ants, bee etc instead? moths are the worst thing in the world! i cant go to the other bathroom 'cuz nobody has used it in a long time, and its creepy too =/
i should just go down and bathe in the public toilet beside the pool. >_<
there's this HUGE, MEGA, AS-BIG-AS-A-PLATE-OF-CHICKEN-RICE-SIZE moth in my bathroom. yeah, i know what you're thinking: moth only, no big deal right? but i absolutely detest moths! and there's one freaking enormous one in my bathroom! why cant there be a lizard, cockroach, rat [ok, maybe not], ants, bee etc instead? moths are the worst thing in the world! i cant go to the other bathroom 'cuz nobody has used it in a long time, and its creepy too =/
i should just go down and bathe in the public toilet beside the pool. >_<
18 July 2005
dont say anymore
help me do my group's survey please...
im really tired and a little frust. but hey, thats considered normal nowadays.
i might go and buy harry potter. slowly giving in to temptation. geez.
i think i will sleep by 9pm tonight. just too tired. only had 3 hours of zzz the previous night. im going to have to finish reading cotton comes to harlem by tonight. and i also wanna finish reading hannibal and the coffee trader. and i want to read the treasured ones and the purpose driven life. also, i gotta read my router's manual to fix the encryption and forwarding ports. and dont forget my newsweek-its still untouched.
argh. i just wanna skip school one day, stay at home and read read read.
just now i nearly said motherfucker out loud when a man banged into me at yishun mrt. too much cotton comes to harlem is bad for you =/
im really tired and a little frust. but hey, thats considered normal nowadays.
i might go and buy harry potter. slowly giving in to temptation. geez.
i think i will sleep by 9pm tonight. just too tired. only had 3 hours of zzz the previous night. im going to have to finish reading cotton comes to harlem by tonight. and i also wanna finish reading hannibal and the coffee trader. and i want to read the treasured ones and the purpose driven life. also, i gotta read my router's manual to fix the encryption and forwarding ports. and dont forget my newsweek-its still untouched.
argh. i just wanna skip school one day, stay at home and read read read.
just now i nearly said motherfucker out loud when a man banged into me at yishun mrt. too much cotton comes to harlem is bad for you =/
17 July 2005
baybeats 2005
whee!:D im back from baybeating with wan lin. really tired and took lots of [shaky] pics. i want a new cam with image stabilizer function lar! we only get to see 2 full performances by Love Me Butch and Vertical Rush. Love Me Butch isnt really my kind of music, but Vertical Rush were SUPER COOL!:D didnt get to see Set For Glory though:(
also saw a couple of people at baybeats. namely, AARON [stalker! lol:)] really miss him, and 3705 days. then i saw malcolm, caught a glimpse of cedric from ctk. and then jonathan seow at raffles city with his gf/wife[?], it was really awkward=/
I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT!
i was seeing this everywhere! and the kino queues were long with most people buying this!!! ARGH! it was so tempting! i nearly grabbed a book and nets it. >_<
PS: to those people who hav it, PLEASE LEND ME!
wan and i! i cropped the pic so you wont see my fat ugly legs. bleaugh, i look fat. had lots of funn! whee! thanx for coming last minute wan... next up, fireworks fest!:) btw, u didnt get to eat ur balls in the end;)
see the graffiti at the back? its done by aaron's friend, ros. aint it cool? and the best part? some of these were done by amkss! we're really proud of our school!
more pics later..
Hold on if you think you're letting it go says:
btw, i have lots of aa batteries lying around here...u wanna help
free of charge [[joyztotheworld.blogspot.com]] says:
hmm?
Hold on if you think you're letting it go says:
hmm i got vacuum...
>_<
wenz: i still cant believe u said that. but nvm, since u're my b--- partner! ;)
ed: i have no idea.. but we should all blog like that:)
maple: mature! not older! lol, at least u guys dont have to wear factory uniform everyday=/
also saw a couple of people at baybeats. namely, AARON [stalker! lol:)] really miss him, and 3705 days. then i saw malcolm, caught a glimpse of cedric from ctk. and then jonathan seow at raffles city with his gf/wife[?], it was really awkward=/
I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT!i was seeing this everywhere! and the kino queues were long with most people buying this!!! ARGH! it was so tempting! i nearly grabbed a book and nets it. >_<
PS: to those people who hav it, PLEASE LEND ME!
wan and i! i cropped the pic so you wont see my fat ugly legs. bleaugh, i look fat. had lots of funn! whee! thanx for coming last minute wan... next up, fireworks fest!:) btw, u didnt get to eat ur balls in the end;)see the graffiti at the back? its done by aaron's friend, ros. aint it cool? and the best part? some of these were done by amkss! we're really proud of our school!
more pics later..
Hold on if you think you're letting it go says:
btw, i have lots of aa batteries lying around here...u wanna help
hmm?
Hold on if you think you're letting it go says:
hmm i got vacuum...
>_<
wenz: i still cant believe u said that. but nvm, since u're my b--- partner! ;)
ed: i have no idea.. but we should all blog like that:)
maple: mature! not older! lol, at least u guys dont have to wear factory uniform everyday=/
16 July 2005
live for yourself
whee! im baybeating with wan lin later. miss that crazy fishball. lol. hoping that all goes well and both of us can go. *crosses fingers*
i was really frust in the aftn. school just dampens my mood. and i find no motivation to study or concentrate during lectures. but motivation has to come from within >_< a good 3 hours nap made me feel a little better:)
harry potter is out today! im so so so so so so so so so so so so tempted to rush to kino, queue up and buy the book. and plus all the buzz around the book just makes me wanna go buy it. and i shall not give in to temptation! hah! :) i shall psycho my brother to share the book with me. thats if his royal highness wants to read it tho=/
saving up for my new non-existent new phone. money is never enough with so many things to buy and eat and drink:D
and another reason why i dont swear enough: read this
one more weird thing i did today before i go... i used the vacuum cleaner to suck a AA size battery in just for fun. the rattling noise was kinda unnerving tho. my mom will so kill me if i spoil the vacuum cleaner, but all's fine:)
i was really frust in the aftn. school just dampens my mood. and i find no motivation to study or concentrate during lectures. but motivation has to come from within >_< a good 3 hours nap made me feel a little better:)
harry potter is out today! im so so so so so so so so so so so so tempted to rush to kino, queue up and buy the book. and plus all the buzz around the book just makes me wanna go buy it. and i shall not give in to temptation! hah! :) i shall psycho my brother to share the book with me. thats if his royal highness wants to read it tho=/
saving up for my new non-existent new phone. money is never enough with so many things to buy and eat and drink:D
and another reason why i dont swear enough: read this
one more weird thing i did today before i go... i used the vacuum cleaner to suck a AA size battery in just for fun. the rattling noise was kinda unnerving tho. my mom will so kill me if i spoil the vacuum cleaner, but all's fine:)
14 July 2005
one month
Free Of Charge-FOC: thats my grades..
i saw bird [ber, not kai yuan] at northpoint today. i nearly couldnt recognise her lar! and her da bian, who looks different. i think its just my memory:( neways, im going to watch the fireworks fest! WHEE:D and maybe charlie and the choc factory with them..
replies:
rain: i missed gc:(
grace*: im not sure leh. gotta check. but its in sch lar, and so ex:(
dario: does milk help? i thought it makes it worst >_<
gary: burps are actually carbon dioxide?!
ed: ok lar, very clever.. i cant even rmb those formulas lar!
rosy: im seriously VERY disturbed now. =/
i saw bird [ber, not kai yuan] at northpoint today. i nearly couldnt recognise her lar! and her da bian, who looks different. i think its just my memory:( neways, im going to watch the fireworks fest! WHEE:D and maybe charlie and the choc factory with them..
replies:
rain: i missed gc:(
grace*: im not sure leh. gotta check. but its in sch lar, and so ex:(
dario: does milk help? i thought it makes it worst >_<
gary: burps are actually carbon dioxide?!
ed: ok lar, very clever.. i cant even rmb those formulas lar!
rosy: im seriously VERY disturbed now. =/
11 July 2005
acid
my stomach is full of hydrochloric acid [?] or some acid lar, i cant rmb my chem le. argh. didnt want to go to school today but my mom shooed me out of the house. wenzzz was suggesting that i eat a bar of soap. hmm, i wonder if it will neutralise the acid in my stomach. im really desperate to get rid of the pain. its unberable:( i would really go eat a bar of soap if somebody tell me that it will work :)
but im glad i came to school. got back my lear paper and chinese. failed chinese lar! :( so disappointed. sigh. but im glad i passed lear..
gc concert tmr but im not going. oh well :(
but im glad i came to school. got back my lear paper and chinese. failed chinese lar! :( so disappointed. sigh. but im glad i passed lear..
gc concert tmr but im not going. oh well :(
10 July 2005
ouch
argh. im dying cuz MY FREAKING GASTRIC IS KILLING ME. and antacid isnt helping, although i've already popped 2. and i cant tell anyone in the house cuz they're gonna nag at me, and thats the very last thing i need...
his royal highness said he will go to the gc concert with me should i clean his dorm in nus. eek. i just dont know how dirty his dorm is... 'cuz rain cant go for the concert with me, so i guess i wont be going after all.. :(
argh. my gastric is killing me. later.
his royal highness said he will go to the gc concert with me should i clean his dorm in nus. eek. i just dont know how dirty his dorm is... 'cuz rain cant go for the concert with me, so i guess i wont be going after all.. :(
argh. my gastric is killing me. later.
green day makes my day ;)
yayy!:) i finally did the remaining screenshots at the bottom. nice? heh, i love green day:D there's just this weird blue border around it. but it only appears in firefox and not ie:) i have no idea how to get rid of it. lucky most people still use ie:)
went shopping for a while with mom. we were shopping for his royal highness's bedsheets. got some stuff...
i miss "my" camera. its still in hong kong. his royal highness lent it to his og mates. geez, i wouldnt even lend my friends the precious camera >_<
replies:
rosy-lets all vandalise our desks in our new classroom! :D
raine-*embarrased* actually, the star wasnt drawn by me. lol. that goes for the coconut tree and the sun.. im hopeless at drawing.
momo-mature! not older lar:) haha, i miss you loads too.. :( let's go watch charlie and the choc factory tog! :D
went shopping for a while with mom. we were shopping for his royal highness's bedsheets. got some stuff...
i miss "my" camera. its still in hong kong. his royal highness lent it to his og mates. geez, i wouldnt even lend my friends the precious camera >_<
replies:
rosy-lets all vandalise our desks in our new classroom! :D
raine-*embarrased* actually, the star wasnt drawn by me. lol. that goes for the coconut tree and the sun.. im hopeless at drawing.
momo-mature! not older lar:) haha, i miss you loads too.. :( let's go watch charlie and the choc factory tog! :D
09 July 2005
vandalism
im spending a lazy saturday at home. was sorting through my photos and found these...
this was my table when i was in 4/2. gosh, i wondered what happended to it. i've been loving sp alot since eons ego. and the only thing that i can draw is words lar. im proud of my vandalism:) drawing on the table helped to keep me awake. the drawings got more during the time when we were getting back our prelim results. that was a nerve wrecking time. my desk was quite famous. i always get comments from other students who came over my class for english or maths lessons. lol :) wanted to carry it home after graduation, but nah, its too big to be brought up the bus :P
at singapore arts museum. its probably not there already. but it was fun doodling on the white board. and mark could guess what i was going to write immediatly: simple plan. lol, no prizes for getting it right:)
this was my table when i was in 4/2. gosh, i wondered what happended to it. i've been loving sp alot since eons ego. and the only thing that i can draw is words lar. im proud of my vandalism:) drawing on the table helped to keep me awake. the drawings got more during the time when we were getting back our prelim results. that was a nerve wrecking time. my desk was quite famous. i always get comments from other students who came over my class for english or maths lessons. lol :) wanted to carry it home after graduation, but nah, its too big to be brought up the bus :P
at singapore arts museum. its probably not there already. but it was fun doodling on the white board. and mark could guess what i was going to write immediatly: simple plan. lol, no prizes for getting it right:)
5th student council investiture
i went back amkss for council investiture. its nice to see the 4/2 councillors [i didnt manage to see geraldine tho] there was hock, yi en, jac, shu min, kai yuan. also saw van. and then rain on the bus. and then saw cleo, dawn, xun.. lol. its really really cool to see everyone again. although we all still look the same, except for kai yuan who's super chao ta. and the poly peeps look older than us [esp since i was wearing the super UGLY aj uniform >_<] mrs ismail was "scolding" me for getting an a2 for her geog and combined humanities. ["you're suppose to get a1!"] :( oh well. she also said something like she'll never forget her 4/2s cuz we're all so memorable. haha, maybe cuz of all the rubbish we gave her. then there was ms zaiton, ms ng, tongy and aunty chow [ altho i didnt get to chat with her...] the graduating councillors dance was really quite funny. the video was really cliche but the photos were super funny. too bad hock and i came late and had to seat at the back of the hall and not with the rest of the ex-councillors. [in my defence, i had to wait for him lar!]
something quite funny happened. as hock and i were walking up to the hall, we heard this super high pitch guy voice. i was saying to hock that the emcee's voice havnt break. but when i got to the hall, i realised that it was actually the new principle saying his speech. lol :D heard from yi le, that he talks alot. haha, poor thing. thats one reason why im glad im out of the school.
yeah, i miss 4/2 and amkss. esp after i read haur ming's blog lar, he still can rmb our seating arrangment in class. i can only rmb my side of the class.
too bad the only thing constant in life is change..
*anybody wants to go for nomad? its $15 for students, but poly peeps have to pay $20 according to mrs ismail..
something quite funny happened. as hock and i were walking up to the hall, we heard this super high pitch guy voice. i was saying to hock that the emcee's voice havnt break. but when i got to the hall, i realised that it was actually the new principle saying his speech. lol :D heard from yi le, that he talks alot. haha, poor thing. thats one reason why im glad im out of the school.
yeah, i miss 4/2 and amkss. esp after i read haur ming's blog lar, he still can rmb our seating arrangment in class. i can only rmb my side of the class.
too bad the only thing constant in life is change..
*anybody wants to go for nomad? its $15 for students, but poly peeps have to pay $20 according to mrs ismail..
07 July 2005
why do people kill?
im going to stop pretending that im a happy optimistic person.
dreaming of this lovely and disgustingly sweet tea i drank in bangkok. i love the glass. and the drink even though it tastes really really sweet. wouldnt it be really cool if we had lessons in cafes?
dreaming of this lovely and disgustingly sweet tea i drank in bangkok. i love the glass. and the drink even though it tastes really really sweet. wouldnt it be really cool if we had lessons in cafes?
06 July 2005
a hug a day keeps the blues away
i thought i should update since i havnt been updating lately...
firstly, daniel seng is a creep. i've never met someone who can be so extreem. like happy one sec and crazy the next. ok wait, he's just crazy i guess. argh, one half more years. how to tahan?!
i finally linked harry after one week..
today was pigging out and splurging day man. but im happy. had lots of fun within that one hour plus when i was lunching with yiwen, px, rosy than i have in an entire week in school. plus, the food was good :)
hmm, i wanna go gc concert. im hoping that rain can make it *prays*
why do i love hugs so much? i guess its just the comforting feeling that some one loves you even though you hate yourself. i went bonkers when i saw wans outside library. we were hugging and hugging and hugging. and it was great catching up with her, both of us just ranted and ranted. yeah. i hate to say this because i wanted to move on... but i miss 37/05 badly, its just so difficult now. sigh.
i shall be ego [and try to be happy..] by showing this!
firstly, daniel seng is a creep. i've never met someone who can be so extreem. like happy one sec and crazy the next. ok wait, he's just crazy i guess. argh, one half more years. how to tahan?!
i finally linked harry after one week..
today was pigging out and splurging day man. but im happy. had lots of fun within that one hour plus when i was lunching with yiwen, px, rosy than i have in an entire week in school. plus, the food was good :)
hmm, i wanna go gc concert. im hoping that rain can make it *prays*
why do i love hugs so much? i guess its just the comforting feeling that some one loves you even though you hate yourself. i went bonkers when i saw wans outside library. we were hugging and hugging and hugging. and it was great catching up with her, both of us just ranted and ranted. yeah. i hate to say this because i wanted to move on... but i miss 37/05 badly, its just so difficult now. sigh.
i shall be ego [and try to be happy..] by showing this!
replies:
Mark: dude! when are we ever going out to shop lar?! lol, hope u do well for you common tests. and cheer up:)
yip: exposed? hmm .. :S it just came to my mind that there was an sp show called exposed. lol, im a walking sp dictionary.
shumins: hey! :) yeah, im going back with hock. jac's going back to. but i only end at 2! :(
Mark: dude! when are we ever going out to shop lar?! lol, hope u do well for you common tests. and cheer up:)
yip: exposed? hmm .. :S it just came to my mind that there was an sp show called exposed. lol, im a walking sp dictionary.
shumins: hey! :) yeah, im going back with hock. jac's going back to. but i only end at 2! :(
03 July 2005
"one day when you have kids you will know"
thats what my aunt kept chanting when i rant about my parents. i had to restrain myself from strangling her along orchard road. lol.
know what? that having kids is difficult? that as a parent, you want to protect your kids from anything and everything, even to the point of overprotection? that parents only want the best from their kids but in the process ruin them instead? but dont they know that the more parents want to protect, the more the kid wont grow?
i guess parents never thought of that.
i dont want to have kids 'cause i dont like kids. i even go as far to say that i hate kids [minus my cousins, they're tolerable] i dont want to bear the responsibilty of shaping the future of a life. i want to lie under my covers every morning and never having to crawl out of bed. i want to stay within the secure wall i built around myself and never having to face the problems life bestow upon us. i want to know that there's someone watching out for me should i fuck up even though i never understand their actions.
thats why i appreciate my parents even though we drive each other up the wall constantly.
know what? that having kids is difficult? that as a parent, you want to protect your kids from anything and everything, even to the point of overprotection? that parents only want the best from their kids but in the process ruin them instead? but dont they know that the more parents want to protect, the more the kid wont grow?
i guess parents never thought of that.
i dont want to have kids 'cause i dont like kids. i even go as far to say that i hate kids [minus my cousins, they're tolerable] i dont want to bear the responsibilty of shaping the future of a life. i want to lie under my covers every morning and never having to crawl out of bed. i want to stay within the secure wall i built around myself and never having to face the problems life bestow upon us. i want to know that there's someone watching out for me should i fuck up even though i never understand their actions.
thats why i appreciate my parents even though we drive each other up the wall constantly.
dreams
im lying in bed thinking. i've always have weird dreams. like totally out of the world, random shit that have no meaning whatsoever. i read somewhere that dreams are your inner most desires/fears. unless i intend to be a pirate or my mom is going to kill me by stabbing me on the forehead-i hardly think that statement is true.
somebody once said to try to keep a clear mind before sleeping. but thats really difficult lar. my mind is overflowing with so many thoughts that i find it difficult to sleep. like now. but i think its 'cause of the kopi c i drank thats keeping me wide awake with a dozen thoughts running through my mind...
somebody once said to try to keep a clear mind before sleeping. but thats really difficult lar. my mind is overflowing with so many thoughts that i find it difficult to sleep. like now. but i think its 'cause of the kopi c i drank thats keeping me wide awake with a dozen thoughts running through my mind...
02 July 2005
my grandma just gave me $50 again. i dont know why she keeps giving me money. im not complaining tho :)
went shopping ytd with cleo. i didnt buy much stuff-earrings and anklet only. tried lots of clothes but i couldnt fit in! or either it looks totally unflattering on me. geez >_<
i enjoyed chatting with cleo. its really comforting that she feels the same way as i do. its comforting that no matter what happens, theres someone you can fall back on. even if you do totally stupid and retarded stuff, theres someone to give an unbiased opinion. its like a bottle of stored up hugs.
cleo always inspire me to make stuff. like earrings. she's just ful of ideas. too bad im not the kind who's committed enough to finish the whole "project". well, i'll just have to wait for cleo to finish making. *hints* :D
01 July 2005
Love makes the world go 'round? So what? Beer makes it go 'round twice as fast.
was at kino just now. yiwen and i luckily found 20% coupons lying ard. so we took it, used it and put it back. lol. it was so amusing. we were finding coupons everywhere we turn-lying on top of books. i bought book two of the elder gods. yes i know that yip wants to read it, when im done k? :)
i want to get wasted - not that i've gotten wasted before. and not that i drink much anyways. but im confused, i feel lost. i dont even know where to start. where to look. where to go. so what has that gotta do with getting wasted? hmm, i've no idea. go figure it yourself:)
going out with cleo. i havnt shopped with that girl for AGES. had to wrestle her time spent with her friends and xun >_< and maybe 'cause i just want a day away from everything.
heh, tiger airways is having $9.98 tickets to chiang mai. my aunts want to go chiang mai.
maybe i can persuade them to go bangkok instead :D
ed: thx :) ur book is with yip.
i want to get wasted - not that i've gotten wasted before. and not that i drink much anyways. but im confused, i feel lost. i dont even know where to start. where to look. where to go. so what has that gotta do with getting wasted? hmm, i've no idea. go figure it yourself:)
going out with cleo. i havnt shopped with that girl for AGES. had to wrestle her time spent with her friends and xun >_< and maybe 'cause i just want a day away from everything.
heh, tiger airways is having $9.98 tickets to chiang mai. my aunts want to go chiang mai.
maybe i can persuade them to go bangkok instead :D
ed: thx :) ur book is with yip.