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Joyz Celeste Yip
11 January 1988
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Rosyth Amkss Ajc
Since 05 July 2003
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27 November 2004

Hiatus!

hehheh, im leaving for shanghai and the places around in 6 hours. cant believe im gonna have to wake up at 4am. its gonna be a killer man. found ths pic on spo.com. its adorable with seb sticking out his tongue. lol, i love seb. =P i dunno how im gonna survive for 9 days without any sp/green day/good charlotte/avril lavigne news/media/videos/downloads.
oh well. hope all is well when i come back! and im gonna have to do alot of xmas shopping when i get back. gonna be back on the 5 dec, 9 day trip. gonna miss you guys! see you guys in 9 days time!

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 22:55

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here's the pic i took with the power 98 djs. its a little dark. from left: juliet, mario, me, elaine, soo wei and sebastian =)

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 15:17

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JC Choices
just chose my jcs. here are my choices:
1st Choice:
21A Arts (AJC)
2nd Choice:
26A Arts (NYJC)
3rd Choice:
36A Arts (MJC)
4th Choice:
37A Arts (IJC)
5th Choice:
23A Arts (CJC)


hope i can get into ajc, cuz cleoy and jolynn are going there. if not, then its nanyang... 13 hours before i leave and i still havnt packed. lol, gonna packed now. brb later..



#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 15:06

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Prom/Moving On
woah. prom was crazily fun man. i had the most fun night of my life. 42 table only had 8 people out of 10. but it felt more cozy. ppl who went are: kenneth, kai yang, yi en, jia ling, elaine, vanessa, wan lin and i...

after the dinner was dancing time! i seriously dont know how to dance but still dragged myself up with others to just "move around" on stage. it was crazily fun! kenneth was really funny with his dance moves. however, soon ppl started leaving, so the dance floor only had the 41 and 42 people, plus the 5B girls.. it was still fun tho.

colin from church was the deejay. we chatted a while. he's a really nice guy.

tmr is the date line for pae and i still havnt decide. i think its inevitable that all of us are gonna seperate. and i realised what's holding me back from deciding a jc is that i dont want to move on. Prom is the last school event of the year. despite all the ups and downs of sec sch life, im still gonna miss sec 4. i dont want to go to jc, and never thought of it. i wanna remain where i am. i wanna stay in my "comfort zone" i could barely hold back my tears as i left grand hyatt. im moving on, but i want to stay. im gonna miss everyone who made me happy and pissed me off. im gonna miss all the fun and crazy things we did. and best of all, im gonna miss my friends. argh, i dont wanna go jc!! i wanna stay in sec sch forever! now i can truely understand how sp felt when they wrote the song "Grow Up"

i dont wanna be told to grow up
and i dont wanna change
i just wanna have fun

that's how i feel now. i dont wanna move on! but yet, moving on is part and parcel of life. i hate changes but changes are part and parcel of life. sigh. to all those who went for prom and danced till late, im gonna miss you guys. im gonna miss all my friends when we part ways. though we may still meet up next time, it would never be the same again. however, i would still treasure this memories close to my heart. and this will give my strength and courage to continue moving on.

i love you guys. rock on.

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 03:15

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25 November 2004

Chalet
ooo.. this entry is a little late but heck. class chalet was really fun! i learnt how to play mahjong and pool. though i really sucked at pool. haha...

reached aloha loyang at 7 plus on monday. like within one hour, i learnt how to play and was hooked. its so addictive. was playing with mike, rain, edmund, weber throughout the whole night. at 3 plus am we stopped and watched American Pie [again for me] then we continued playing. only slept like 7 plus for an hour and the half before waking up and starting to play mahjong again. insane=P some more people came during the late morning and we went to the beach for a walk and cycling. too bad i didnt cycle much. oh well.

in the afternoon went to play pool. oh dear, i really sucked. like very badly. im just not pool-material. it was raining when we walked out to downtown east, so by the time we're there, we were soaking wet from head to toe. then went into the air con pool room. i guess that's why i fell sick and had a slight fever in the evening. was playing mahjong and my whole head felt so hot. thank goodness after popping a panadol my fever went down. went sleeping at like 11 plus and woke up at 12. jia ling said i was snoring. haha, i guess i was just too tired. but i cant sleep much. continued watching American Pie 2 and 3 before sleeping on the sofa. had a back ache in the morning. yi hao brought back the mahjong, so the 2nd night was a little boring... had to drag our feet to school in the morning. half of the upper deck of 88 was covered with green sleeping [snoring] people. i could barely keep my eyes open and slept for 6 hours straight when i came home. it was the first time i had a dream-less sleep in a long time. i guess i was that tired...

quite surprisingly, didnt spend much during the chalet except for the booze and pool. meals were provided. the guys cooked for us! it wasnt well yummy but it was great all the same. thank you! and they did all the washing up too. i felt so bad, so i helped out once in a while. [and ended up breaking a bowl =S] haha...

im in a bad mood, dont really have the mood to blog. tmr is prom and i dont seem to feel excited about it. later. nitey.

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 23:17

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24 November 2004

I INTERVIEWED SEB!!!!!!!!!!!!
heyheyhey wats up! haha. exams are over and so many things happened this few days... i shall start with:

I SPOKE TO SEB FROM SP ON THE PHONE! HE WAS FUCKING AWESOME!

i won this contest thingy on power 98 to be their Superstar Reporter to interview sp. actually, i wasnt the winner, but the winner didnt call mario back [power 98 dj] so mario called me! i was abt to go to chalet when i got the call, rain was with me and we both went bonkers. haha. reached power 98 studios super duper early, like 3.45pm. i was supposed to interview seb. sp was in Kuala Lumpur and seb was gonna call from there. the interview was scheduled at 4.45. but seb was early. so the interview started at 4.30. he was really sweet you know? at first, he couldnt hear what i was saying 'cause there's something wrong with my mic. so he said "im sorry, i cant hear you. can you please repeat?" like twice before mario decided that both of us should share his mic. he's like so courteous! lol. so the interview went on, at first, i was afraid that seb will give like short answers. cuz of all the sp videos i watched, seb usually speaks the least. but boy was i surprised! he talked alot! i asked him about 12 questions. and he was so cool! spoke to him a while. asked him how was the show in KL liked, and he was telling me that it was crazy=D

geez, i do hope they come to Singapore soon. [although its highly unlikely, tho one can hope] he said that they will be touring Asia again in March and that the band wants to tour everywhere for this album. well, i will stalk them if they come to Singapore! haha, such a groupie.

Mario was really sweet and recorded the interview segment for me on a cassette. im trying to convert it to mp3 format but hte quality wont be good. i wanna do a transcript for the interview too. will do that later. mario was really funny. he kept saying, "see, i told you im a nice guy!" took a picture with power 98 djs. mario, sebestian, soo wei, juliet. sigh, im still so happy over that incident.

if all goes well, you guys might get to hear me on power 98! haha, but it will be like a short segment only. i do hope it makes it! =)

will blog about chalet later. im really sleepy despite sleeping for six hours when i came back...

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 21:55

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12 November 2004

History: China Under Mao
i felt touched by reading this. go read it. it kinda brings you back into perspective. and yes, im a huge mr brown fan. its the little things that matter. and the little things that are big and the big things that are little.

i was doing history just now. [read: dozing off on history] on the how communism came about in China, the Civil War 1946-1949, Mao Zedong and his political ideas, and after his death. To tell you the truth, i LOVE history, but modern Chinese history just doesn't interest me... Anyway, my textbook was praising Mao for being such a great leader despite his crazy policies.

I was wondering, after the disasters of both his policies, The Great Leap Forward 1958-1960, The Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution 1966-1976 [they arent that great after all] where millions of people died, how can he still be deemed a "great" leader?

maybe it was his and his party's ability to unify the whole of China after years of Civil War and drive out the Nationalists.

Let me digress for a while. How did the Nationalists lose the war? There are a couple of reasons I read today, but perhaps the most important to me was the inability of the Nationalists to fight the Civil War. I mean how can anyone be so stupid? How can anyone with advantages such as a larger army, more advanced and up-to-date weapons, support from the USA lose? Well, aparantly, they can lose very badly. Basically, the people have lost faith in the Nationalists, leading to desertions from the Nationalists army to the Communists army. And the soldiers bring with them valuable weaponry to the Communists side. Very clever. The Nationalists were corrupt, inefficient, made gross tactical errors, and had their troops had a low morale. I guess it wasn't surprising that they lost in the end. The Communists on the other hand had peasant support. Which to me, at that time, in a backward country with a large population of peasants, was tremendously important. The Communists, after fighting for years with the Nationalists were experienced and more superior tactically, [ooo, that reminds me of the Israeli-Arab Six Day War in 1967 of how Israel used tactics to overcame the Arabs. Erm, but thats another story..]

Back to the topic. I guess Mao was "great" because he was able to control the whole of China. Hmm. But his policies showed that he didnt exactly carefully thought about them before he implemented it. Or that "if he got the peasants and people's understanding of the key ideas, they would put them into practice". Which is like putting too much trust into people? Digressing to the two policies again.

The Great Leap Forward. Simply a too ambitious and not well thought out plan. Emphasis was placed on building and improving infrastructure instead of agriculture. Which is weird if you think about China's main problems: overpopulation and starvation Shouldnt more emphasis be placed on agriculture to feed the people? And perhaps sell of the surplus for profits? This policy failed and brought about starvation [16 million people starved to death], decreased production and challenges to Mao's rule. Moreover, goods produced were not of good quality and was worthless, leading to a further decline in producton.

The Great Poletarian Cultural Revolution which led to massive destruction of valuable books, art, buildings. Well, Mao did get what he wanted when he implemented this policy - removing anyone that opposes him but at the same time, a loss of support for the CCP which is what brought the Communists into power at first. Ironic isnt it?

End of digression. However, i guess Mao was a "great" leader. Without him, China would still be messed up with the Nationalists. Without Mao, there wont be future greater Chinese leaders like Deng Xiaoping.

If you are still reading this, I think you deserve some congratulation. Well, as a prize, I would imagine throwing confetti for you. As simply, I have no mood to do any now. Its 1.11 am. My mom has yelled at me twice to go to bed. So I am now.

Oh wait. Did anyone watch Singapore Idol? Daphne is out! To tell you the truth, I never liked Daphne. I only caught like a couple of Singapore Idol episodes, but I never liked her performances, her image and her voice. But you know what? I'm impressed by the way she handled the situation. She was all smiles despite losing. Which is commentable.. I guess I'm a new found fan of Daphne now =)

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 23:59

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hey. im here again. urm, i dont really know what to say. Except that i feel guilty that i spend more time on the com then studying for my exams. Hmm, i really shouldn't turn on the com at all, so i wont get distracted. Well, im imagining at this time next week, i would be free this stupid exam. Argh. One more week! I cant wait actually. Urm, thats all for now. Im trying to peel myself from my com...

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 17:21

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11 November 2004

Goldfish
hey. trying to shake some life into this blog. been kinda dead. well, i spend alot of time online, but not alot in front of the com if you get what i mean. anyways, 8 more days to end of o levels! actually, time passes kinda fast eh? [although it doesnt seem like it when you are styuding...]

im pretty bored around home. its like this home is a jail cell. well, i do go out. but like just to buy meals. its really BORING. trying to bear with it by thinking of what to do after exams. or by downloading sp videos online. [not that there is any i havent downloaded yet] and there's this stupid Copyright Law, so its making me a little freaked out downloading. but its a little ridiculous. i dont download mp3s unless it cant be found in singapore or its not released yet [like Still Not Getting Any...] the only stuff i donwload are like OC Season 2, Simple Plan/Green Day/Good Charlotte/Avril Lavigne stuff. like live performances/appearances on tv, and making of videos. and its ridiculous to enforce the Copyright Law just because of the FTA [Free Trade Agreement, i think] with America, when America has a whole hell lot more of copyright problems then in Singapore. Well, they arent catching home uses yet, so before they do, I will download like mad. the one thing i've learnt from this Copyright Law? Its to download more. Hmph.

Goldfish. Thats kind of what I'm feeling today. Or when my parents are home, like today since its a public holiday [HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!!!] It's really distracting, when im studying and people are walking up and down/playing ps2/talking to me. I know i can just shut myself in my room. but my room faces the morning sun and its freaking hot in the morning, so i have to move out to study on the dining table. I'm glad its in the afternoon now. I can get my peace in my room. Well, or so i wished. Even if i close the door, people will still just open the door withot knocking. And that erks me. I tried locking the door but my parents get mad at me. [they hate us closing/locking the doors. which is dumb.] so sometimes i dont lock the door, my mom or dad will walk in and stand behind my shoulder, seeing what im doing. do you know how distracting is it? And its like they keep walking in and out of the room to take stuff from my room. I'm trying not to sound like a bitch here, but I feel like SCREAMING AT THEM TO GET LOST! argh. its so irritating. Yes, i know they are concerned. but their "concern" erks me more than ever. Makes me feel like a goldfish in a tank. Like there's people observing you ALL THE TIME.

i dont like to stay alone at home, cause of the loneliness. but i dont like it when people are around. ironic isnt it? definitely. oh yeah, my dad is yelling at me to get off the com [like what's new?] so later...


#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 14:28

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01 November 2004

uneasy
well. in less than 24 hours. i would be sitting for my first major exam that will decide my future. [no psle doesnt count as a major exam] im kinda freaked out really. thank goodness the first paper is social studies. something im quite good at. but still, im worried that im not prepared enough though i keep telling myself that i've put in effort by studying like 6 hours in a day. [2 hours less than my planned eight.] but its better than not studying at all right? you know what? i think what prevents me for doing well is always the fact that i cant seem to focus and free my mind from distractions even during my paper itself. i belief i can do well, even if i dont really know the facts well [yes, im NOT talking about chemistry or physics. i suck at that.] if there's one lesson i've learnt from prelims is that to relax, free your mind, dont panic and just try my best. i mean, worrying last moment isnt going to help my results.

so yeah, its easy to say this. but why am i still feeling so jittery?!

is it because i've not studied enough? i dont know. a little confuse over my feelings. hmmm, im gonna just push all this back and focus on emaths, before going through some social studies, then relaxing and keeping a clear mind before i go to sleep...

maybe i shall blog before i sleep. i think blogging is therapeutic. hmm, thats if my dad doesnt mind, which is like a miracle. oh well. later. maybe.

ps: on a lighter note, thanks for the sp fans for tagging my board. but i would appreciate if you leave a name=)

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 15:38

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