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25 April 2004

third entry!
ok, third entry of the day. sure have alot of things to say today. be sure to scroll all the way down =) been listening to Green Day. i have been spinning their records like a whole week and im NOT sick of it at all. wanna share the song lyrics:

"Minority"

I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority

I pledge allegiance to the underworld
One nation under dog
There of which I stand alone
A face in the crowd
Unsung, against the mold
Without a doubt
Singled out
The only way I know

I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority

Stepped out of the line
Like a sheep runs from the herd
Marching out of time
To my own beat now
The only way I know

One light, one mind
Flashing in the dark
Blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts
"For crying out loud" she screamed unto me
A free for all
Fuck 'em all
You are your own sight

I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 13:23

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On A More Personal Note...
have you guys realised that the past 3 entries has been different. yes, it is. for a while, i was getting very sick with blogging. cause there just isnt anything much to blog about! my life is simply veyr boring. 6am, wake up. go to school. come home. do homework. sleep. the next day the whole cycle begins again. even if you guys wanna read about my life [if anybody does, anyways] , i myself am sick about talking about it.

some say blogging helps to vent. well, if i vent, the person im venting at will either a) feel angry and rebutt. i try not to give a damn about what others think of me. "Im not running for election, so i dont need your approval" but ite gets really irritating with all the exchanging of words. im not proud about hating people. its dark and i would rather keep it within me. i dont like to diss people either. i would rather do it in private. finish dissing, its over, move on.
OR b) feel bad and start apologising and beg me not to be angry. then when i start feeling bad about creating a big hoo-ha over something minor. the person goes around and done something pissy-fying again. so whats the point?
creates another whole bunch of new problems. pointless. i cant control other's actions but i can control mine.

hmmm, on another note, i just suddenly feel like writing stuff [or typing] it might some like crap or that i dont make much sense but at least, im happy with it. ok, explanation done. gonna hit the books now...


#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 13:18

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If Only And Only If
if only i studied for the test, i would have done better.
if only i had closed my big mouth, i would not have hurt her.
if only i was a better friend, we would still be close friends.
if only i never cheated, i would never have gotten caught a big fat zero.
if only i spared a thought for him, our relationship wouldn't be so bad.
if only i had learned to compromise, she wouldnt have felt so miserable.
if only i had listen to my parents, i would not have disappointed them.
if only i was outgoing or pretty or slim, i would be more popular.
if only i never knew him, i wouldnt have been so miserable.
if only i told him i liked him, we would have been together.
if only i went early, i would have seen them.

isnt life full of if only's?

but what if...

only if i study for the test, then i will do better.
only if i think before i speak, then will i prevent all misunderstandings.
only if i spare a thought for others, then i will be a friend to others.
only if i am honest, then i will truly know how well i fair in a test.
only if i am more understanding, then we will have a better relationship.
only if i compromise, she will feel better.
only if i listen to parents, then i will not make unrepairable mistakes in life.
only if i have confidence in myself, and not give a shit about what others i think, gaining acceptance is a bunch of crap.
only if i tell him i like him, even if nothing happens, i will not worry anymore and move on with life.
only if i go early, then i will see them.

If Only Vs Only If: what's the difference?
If only is in past tense, its the past, its full of regret, its what prevents us from moving on with life.
Only if is in present tense, its the present. its what we havent done. its our goals. if you knew this will happen. prepare for it. even if you should fail. move on. life is all about opportunities. nothing is too late.

"It's either NOW or NEVER."

"Don't regret what you have never done, instead regret what you have not done well, and improve."

"Before you turn twice, life will be coming to an end. Would you rather die regretting all the things you never done or die glad that you never regretted anything?"

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#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 13:03

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23 April 2004

Life Is Like A Story Part 2...
Kristie stood sniffling, she was breathless and her throat was sore. Her lungs ached as she coughed a few times. The medicine she took made her drowsy and listless. She was at the bus stop below her block. Despite the fact that Kristie was under the shelter of the bus stop, she was still drenched. She hugged herself for warmth as little droplets of water splashed onto her. She could feel the goose bumps on her skin. There were also other people at the bus stop. Some had irritated looks on their face as they were too stuck at the bus stop. Although some had umbrellas with them, they dared not face the torrential downpour for fear of getting soaked to the bone.

Kristie could wait no longer. She was anxious to go home. Chucking all her belongings into her bag, she made a mad dash through the rain to her block. The quickest and driest way home was through the basement. As she ran, she could feel her uniform sticking to her skin. Her vision was blurred. Her eyes were stinging with pain as the rainwater went into her eyes. She quickly went down the stairs, minding her steps as she went. She was careful not to stumble and fall.

Finally, she reached the basement. She could barely see anything until her eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness. It was so quiet, she could hear the sound of her heavy breathing. She scanned her surroundings. Only a few cars were parked there. Suddenly she heard footsteps. Startled, she spun around. Kristie faced a young teenage boy who was dressed in a white and blue uniform. His hair was dripping and swept back. His uniform was soaked and was semi-transparent. The both stared at each other in awkward silence. The boy turned away and walked down the car park. Kristie feeling a little dumb, followed. When she reached her block, she stole a glance at the boy but he continued walking. [orh...]

With a swift movement, Kristie pushed open the door and got into the lift. Kristie frantically searched for her keys as she was freezing and wanted to get home as soon as possible.

Once home, she breathed a sigh of relief. Kristie unpacked her bag and to her horror she found her books and worksheets all soaked. She quickly flipped open her file and found her SIMPLE PLAN picture had ONE DRIP of water at the corner. Kristie screamed in frustration. She nearly fainted with shock. [ok, fine, im exaggerating but really!]

She rummaged through her pile of soaked books and worksheets and found her diary. Her precious diary with all her SIMPLE PLAN [and other bands] lyrics, quotes and drawings. Horror amongst horror, her diary was drenched and smudgy at the edges. The drawings were distorted. Kristie felt a sharp pain in her heart. She was devastated. All the long hours [yeah, right] spent labouring over her SIMPLE PLAN drawings. Kristie was numb. Kristie regretted her rash actions of dashing through the rain.

If she could turn back time and reversed her actions, she wished that [nope, NOT not running in the rain] she could have protected her diary and SIMPLE PLAN pictures carefully under her other books to prevent them from getting soaked. After all, SIMPLE PLAN is more important than everything else=)

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 23:15

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18 April 2004

Life Is Like A Story
Every teenager has at least ONE problem. That goes the same for Christie.

"I looked horrible, why the hell did I decide to cut my hair?" Christie stood in front of the mirror as she stared at her reflection. Her hair was now short. "and my fringe! It looks atrocious! How the hell am I gonna face people tomorrow?" she thought to herself.

Christie wasn’t exactly your type of dream date. She was petite and plump, she had a round face and was constantly fair, despite her attempts at sun tanning.

Christie’s biggest problem was her low self-esteem.

"I look like a kid! Like some 6 year old kid!" she exclaimed. Christie often admired those models in magazines. Though they were about the same age as Christie, they looked much more mature and adult. Christie has looked the same since her primary school days.

"Christie, breakfast is ready! CHRISTIE!" Mom called. Mom had been under a lot of stress lately. She had two new trainees to train in her office. They were slow and could not get the work done. Because of that, Christie’s mom had to work overtime to finish her work and coach the two trainees. Christie’s mom has been short with her children and was extremely impatient with them. Christie tried her best to lighten her mom’s workload by helping out in the housework. But sometimes she herself, having a bad day at school will be extremely grumpy. This caused of many unnecessary arguments between the two.

"Me and my stupid big mouth." Christie thought of the argument she had last night with her mother over her upcoming mid-year exams. She took a deep breath, felt at least a little in control of her life and trotted down the stairs. At the same time, unconsciously patting her hair…

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 23:02

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10 April 2004

Godspell - The Musical
woah, i had such a fun night ytd! godspell was awesome! i love it! godspell is this musical at the church of our savior - the church that cleo goes too... i started of the day attending good friday mass with my aunt, family and charlene who passed me her history notes [thanx c1!=p] then its off to a little lunch and then to sun plaza to study with jac and ber. i cant say i studied much, but definitely more than i will if i study at home. then rushed home, unload my books and out of the house to meet cleo and her sis [i didnt really expect her mom and dad to be there, but thats ok] since i was running late, my dad offered to give me a lift to the mrt station. which was really sweet and rare since he seldom gives me lifts when i can take the bus myself. but im not complaining.

and i was early! rushed for no apparent reason. lol. went to eat dinner at mac with cleo's family. i felt bad thinking that they had to spend the trouble eating somewhere else since im abstaining from meat. hope they didnt mind. so when our bellies are filled, we went to the church and woah! we were all surprise to see this way LONG queue! too bad we got seats at the back on the first level. we should have gone upstairs but im not sure if we could. had to spend 2 hours, straining and craning my neck to get a better view. and it was all worth it! the starting part of the play was cheem and i didnt understand it. but as it went along, it became more lively, more energetic and more fun. i love it! especially, the goat and sheep part. or was it lamb and sheep? lol, i cant tell the difference anyways. [cleo, u get which part im trying to say right]

i just love plays. i havnt exactly really like them that much in the past. but i guess since after watching the musical ms saigon, i just grew to love it. and the actors and actresses of godspell were awesome. they were SO awesome!

*cleo: i really had alot of fun last night. and though i've already message you about it, just wanna say thank you especially to your parents for the dinner, for the ride right to my doorstep [lol, close enough=)], the tickets and everything else. next time, if your church has any such productions, TELL ME k? thanks for being such an awesome friend, and though some may say we have drifted, and even if we have or will be, no matter what happens, you will always remain my best buddy for life=D

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 20:58

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07 April 2004

its sports day today. most of the time it was super sianz, its like no "mood" to cheer or go crazy. the atmosphere just isnt there. weird ehz? instead, we went around taking pictures like mad with hao hao and vanessa's camera. that was fun:) stupid me forgot to bring my cam. hmph.

seriously, i think green house cheer is very good. though, i might be a little biased. haha. im quite surprised they didnt win. (correct me if im wrong) but seriously it was really good...

just had maths tuition and was revising trigo. my mind is full of tan, sin, cos. i think im going insane. and my bro is like super impatient! he was like scolding knn. he might be scolding me, or he might just be saying it cuz he's vexed that i dont understand what the hell he is talking about. my maths is poor so obviously i will take longer time to understand right? if my maths is good, why the hell do i need tuition?! but argh! im so irritated too. i have to control my temper or i would hav jumped and strangled him.

you know, i dont really feel like blogging anyway. its like i got nothing much to say. i cant think of anything 'interesting' in my life, except i just got another huge enormous pimple or that i've got 119 simple plan videos. if i go on at this downloading craze rate, my com is gonna run out of space very soon. i have less than 2GB left, used up 3/4 of my com space le. oh well. im gonna sleep now. im falling sick again. *sigh*

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 23:10

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