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30 March 2004

i want a life!!!
ok, this sucks. big time. first, im in super bad mood. getting super irritated at EVERYTHING. trying to control and not scream at others even though its not their fault. argh, i think im going insane. somebody help me!

its like 11.50pm. i still havnt STARTED on my amaths hw. i dont even plan to do. ok wait, its not i dont wanna do, its i dont even know how to do! how the hell do you differentiate log functions? come on, my log sucks, i cant even solve simple log functions, how the hell am i suppose to differentiate them? i dont understand anything mdm kee's talking about at all! and the thing is, i dont wanna go school and copy. copying homework is stupid. wats the point? if its just cause dont wanna get scolding, then i rather get scolded. hmph. i shant copy. worst thing is, maths is first period tml, i wont hav enough time to finish it in the morning! sigh...

i cant absorb anything at all. even though i've tried to sink my head into the books, i just cant absorb. i just feel like throwing all my books out of the window (like how david threw the refrigerator out of his hotel window... but thats stupid) so is throwing my books anyway... help!

my brother is driving me up the wall. my parents are driving me even higher. this sucks. im starting to complain. gotta stop it. *think happy thoughts* *happy thoughts*

**pardon me, im VERY cranky now.

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 23:52

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28 March 2004

cOnFiMaTiOn CoUnTdOwN: 3 months times
yummy, i had such a delicious lunch. still dreaming over it. went to eat curry fish head wif my family and my grandparents. it was awesome. i think i over ate cause up till now(6pm), im still bloodily full. haha.

gor passed his driving test!!! so today, he drove us all around with dad sitting at the side. kinda weird seeing dad seating at the side, im just not used to the sight of it. gor was quite good, considering he just pass yesterday. im not saying this 'cause he's my brother. it was much better than ms ng's driving anyway. haha, that was freaky. cleo, u still remember? during nomad had to drive to your house to take the shoes? haha:)

my confirmation is coming soon. i can forsee some problems le. first, the confirmation camp which is during 4-6 june is probably gonna clash with extra classes in school. but if you ask me, i rather go for camp. plus, the most im gonna miss one day of lesson, which is a friday on the forth.

second, we need to chose a godparent. it doesnt has to be my baptism godparents. my baptism godparents were my aunt and uncle who are both catholics. both my teachers, melissa and adeline keep stressing the importance of finding a godparent whom i can really confide in, someone whom i feel comfortable in and at the same time guide me through this spiritual journey. well, i dont keep in contact with my aunt and uncle. i see them like once in 2 or 3 months? plus, its not that i dont trust them or anything, i just dont feel comfortable chatting with them about some stuff. so, u were thinking, find someone else right? easy for you to say, but my mom doesnt want me to, 'cause she thinks that its gonna be pai seh that i didnt 'choose' them. and my brothers' confirmation godparents were them. i know i dont have to follow my brother. but now that im old enough, i can make my own decisions right? half of me thinks to hell with it, i should get someone whom i feel ok with, but the other half is like, how am i gonna face my aunt and uncle when i see them?

i still havnt thought of my confirmation name too. and guys, joyce supercali-dunno-how-to-spell yip just doesnt work.

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 18:02

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26 March 2004

sCoObY dOoBiE dOoBiE dOo!
hey guys... another week has flew by... so fast ehz? basically, im still the same: crazy over simple plan. i cant help it. actually, i can, but i rather not... i hav like 86 sp video's (and counting!) and their unreleased tracks/soundtracks. their live performance, yeah, this girl is in a downloading frenzy... haha:)

went to watch scooby doo 2. well, the show was just average. and cuz (surprise surprise) sp is singing on one of the soundtracks so me wanna go watch it... so 8 of us, me, jac, mike, elaine, ber, zhen yan, alvin, shi wei. it was quite fun except for one-eighth of it.

im so engrossed in this book, my story by dave pelzer. read the first part, a child called it and it was really really saddening. for those we havnt read the book, its about a poor boy getting abused by his sick mother. and the mom is just a total saddist, disgusting woman. it makes me feel how lucky i am that my parents are sane. at least they dun starve me, or hit me, or stab me, or burn me, or feed me shit or well, u get the point.

its dad's birthday today! yup, i made him this photoframe yesterday cuz he doesnt like us to buy gifts for him. it was just a simple frame (not plan, haha. told u im obsessed). anyway, since i totally sucks in the drawing aspects of art, i drew some words on it, and hey, im actually quite proud of the gift. hope my dad likes it though:)

my brother is driving me up the wall. its like im invisible in front of him. its like days go by without me even saying hello or good nite or bye or how's work unless its tuition days. i tried, i really did. i feel like screaming at him everytime he ignores me when i say something. its like im invisible (simple plan and the INVISIBLE man. thats a scooby doo cartoon in the states) it just so infuriating. i dun even know why i bother to try. and i dunno how i can control my yelling at him. but then i guess im just sick and tired of everything.

on the brighter side of things, my dad was giving me those regular "o level is this year, must study hard" talks again. cuz i was carrying this huge book, reading it. then dad was saying stuff like can read, but dun read too much, dun get addicted (addicted!!! sp!!!) so, not wanting to be rude, im like "yeah, i know dad" then expecting him to continue about other distractions at times, he said like, "its not that daddy doesnt want you to read. reading is good. it relaxes ur mind, relaxing is good. u must rest ur mind after u study" woah, like total 360 degress change from wat he used to say! he's asking me to RELAX?! haha, i guess i've must hav been scaring him with those crazy study till 1.30 am, doing hw till that time. i know to some of u, thats still pretty early but according to joyz's standards (eh cleo, JS/CS remember?) its late lor. esp, when i barely study or bother to do any homework... i guess all the dark eye rings and the unexpected visitors made him think im studying until im going bonkers... well dad, if you are reading this, which i seriously hope you are not, im not going bonkers k? im doing ok, a few late nites wont kill, dark eye circles is ok. im doing pretty fine actually, and thanx for the concern dad. i love you:) haha, i know, dont need to say. but hey this is my blog and as sp sings: "this is who i am and this is what i like.." it doesnt really fit but hey, to hell with it! :P

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 22:41

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19 March 2004

ouch
ok, second post of the day... quarelled with my mom in the morning. its all my fault, sometimes, i just wish i shut that stupid mouth of mine... sorry mom...

went to do cme project on international friendship day with jac and liang hock at kebun bahru cc... seriously, the project is a waste of time, since zaiton thought of it. cuz i felt guilty for finding so little info, i did all the writing of the words and the heading... now, everything's nearly done, except for some pics and dylan's part of the project...

was on the train home when i called my mom intending to apologise but she didnt picked up the house phone. so feeling a little surprised i called her hp, and got some news. sigh. was really freaked out by it. i guess i was really afraid and a thousand what ifs popped into my mind. i really couldnt help it, but i must have looked weird crying in the bloody train. thank god cleo was there, well sort of. and thank god everything is sort of ok now...

had to cancel the orders for the otah my mom ordered for tmr's bbq, since under any circumstances we wont be having a bbq, at least for this sat. i must have looked like a freak walking and tears coming down... my mind was in a lost and i just couldnt think of anything... my mom called home just now, and she sounded kinda sombre on the phone. i guess i can say that everyone is feeling kinda low now.

so i got home, watched a few sp's videos, brightened up a little, and i guess im ok le... gonna do my english hw. ciao.

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 17:37

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its been a long time since i last blog. 13 days? woah, thats close to 2 weeks... been sick the past week. with gastric. people, i tell you, never ever skip your meals, cause gastric pain is really horrible. its unbearable. and even up till now, i feel very uncomfortable after i eat. like there's this big ball of air in my stomach... argh. never gonna skip any meals anymore. and i had this weird rashes. it was horrible, couldnt sleep the whole night. but im glad they are all gone... and im healthy (close to) again.

whats been going on in my life lately? nothing much actually. treasure all those people whom you care about cause u never know when they might leave you..

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 14:08

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06 March 2004

tRiP tO eAsT cOaSt
oh man, im sunburnt! haha, had SO much fun today. i havnt had so much fun in a long long time:) big thanx to jac, elaine and ber for making today such great fun! =D

firstly, when we reached east coast, we had to play some games which i seriously didnt enjoy. after that, we went cycling. ber n jac cycled so fast! poor rain n i could barely see them cuz they were so far away! we cycled to one end of the beach then to the other end. all in all, it was like 1 hour of straight (more or less) cycling! while we were coming back, we past the east coast seafood centre. then there was this restaurant thats called the red house which i used to come often then i pointed it out to them. i guess the red house sounds like some haunted house name(or so they say) so ber turned back to have a look. her bike went up the curb n poor ber fell off her bike. we were all so freaked out! had to go to one of the restaurants to wash ber's wound before we cycled back.

after that, we were dismissed. melissa did first aid on ber's wounds. geez, i guess i was pretty freaked out by the incident. after lunch, jac and i went to play in the sea. it was really fun! haha. i really love to come to the beach:) must do that more often. then jac and i went to shower. geez, the toilet was really pathetic, but then its a public toilet, what can you expect?

we then went to grab a drink. slurpee for jac and double chocolate for me at mccafe. yummy, it was delicious. so we sat outside mccafe and feeling a little bored but comfy and clean, i whipped out my cam and we took some stupid pictures. haha, it was really fun!

had to walk a pretty far distance out to take a bus to my grandma's house. i had to call my brother and aunts so many times. haha. practically have no idea where i was. was even joking to jac and mark that i would end up in malaysia:S haha... that reminds me that i have to stop smsing ppl le...

neways, went with my aunts, grandma and everybody else to eat dinner. yummy. and my aunts all say i look thinner:) i should go over my grandma's house more often. its an instant confidence booster:D haha...

i had such a great day! big thx to all my frens:) n ber, take care!

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 22:32

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04 March 2004

mAkInG oF mTv AsIa AwArDs
sigh. its not suppose to come but its here. bingo. ruining my saturday plans. hmph. im gonna ignore it and still hav fun.

got back a few tests results this week. failed geog like 8/25. passed physics 27/40. ehz, i realised that im doing ok for my poor subjects but bad for my good subjects. cant stop neglecting them anymore...

you know as a student, your life revolves around test/exams results? sad right? but i guess thats part and parcel of student life. im glad i have my friends though. hmm, which brings me to another point. i hope that the incident in class will die down soon and everybody would just be happy for the rest of this year together:)

just saw the making of the mtv asia awards. woah. simple plan rocks! haha, they were really funny. all of them, pierre, chuck, jeff, david, pat, their manager tried the reverse bungee thingy in singapore when they came down. all except seb i think... chuck didnt wanna do it at first. but after seeing pierre, david and vj denise doing it, he went on.
denise: what made you change your mind?
chuck: well actually, denise said that she would make out with me if i tried. and since denise is such a pretty girl i agreed. (wat?! denise?! yuck!!) haha, no actually, its cause i just want to give it a try since this is the first time im coming to singapore and blah blah...
would i have tried it? its hard to say... but if im gonna try it with any simple plan member, i would definitely do it=) maybe one day, i should go try it.... hmmm....

during the day of the mtv asia awards, simple plan were goofing around backstage. haha. it was hilarious. shall tell you about it. i think the camera was filiming sebastien and he was talking crap:
seb: we are gonna form a new band today, called simple plan.
(pierre appears)
seb: hey dude, you know how to sing?
pierre: yeah.
seb: would u like to join our band?
pierre: of course.
(and then both of them walked into david)
seb: hey, do u know how to play the guitar?
david: oh yeah, i sure do...
pierre: would u like to join this new band simple plan?
david: yes
(then the 3 of them went to find chuck)
pierre: omigosh, dont u think he looks like a drummer? are you a drummer? do you wanna join this new band simple plan?
chuck: (he said something about auditions, i cant remember) yeah!
(after that they went to find jeff)
somebody: hey! do you know how to play the guitar?
jeff: i suck, i only know how to play 3 chords.
pierre(or somebody else): thats ok. do you want to join simple plan?
jeff: yeah!
and that was that. it was pretty lame. but the guys were really really very funny... it sure brightened up my day:)

guess wat? my brother just came home. he's suppose to tuition me. and my maths tuition isnt on a fixed date. its anytime my brother is free, which im usually not. but since he's helping me, i dont wanna make a big issue out of it. so my tuition dates are based on his social calendar. so this week, he says he cant give me tuition cause he wont be free the whole week. (dinner with pals, duty, clubbing) so i said ok. then today, he changed plans and came home after work. then he asked me: tuition later? im like: wtf, at least give me one day notice? my amaths text n notes are all in school. and i havnt done any preparation. if i have tuition, we would just spend our time staring at each other. and i still have one chapter of geog notes to do. its not like as if im free 24/7 you know...

sigh. went hmv on wed to look for simple plan's dvd "a big package for you" the dvd was actually out in the states since 25 november 2003. well, found out from the hmv peeps that the video is currently at the board of cencorship or sth like that. geez. i hope they dont censor everything. sp isnt exactly vulgar except for all the fucks. after the censoring, there wont be anymore video to watch le. sigh. is anybody going to the states? can help me buy the uncut version? i dont mind forking out more money...

anyway, does anyone know where to buy simple plan posters? can tell me? i really wanna get one to decorate my room:)

#jOyZ flyin' in the sky at 20:24

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