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26 January 2004
pHySiCs TuItIoN?!
physics tuition. yup, im gonna start it next week. gor's fren, kevin is gonna be my tutor, he lives just upstairs... hope he;s good. it is $20 per hour... that means one month $160. is that alot?
geez, just read some peoples' blog, makes me think of what ber n i were talking on sunday. is having a bf very important? dotz... is like some ppl r looking for one just because others hav it. i wont deny that i dun wanna hav one too. but this type of things cannot be rushed right? im just going to leave it up to God. plus, i want my first relationship to be real, not like just anyhow... hmm... and its o level this year, cant kid ard like last year anymore.
i think my mom is super biased. i feel that she pref my bro than me. sigh. when i talk to her, she says im being rude, but when my bro talk to her, even though he's super rude, she doesnt say anything. and she's always more concerned about my bro's life than mine. okok, im being childish and maybe just a little jealous. shall stop it. sigh, its raining again. i wonder if i can go out and take a walk. walking under the rain will definitely make me feel better....
oh, i just read zhen yan's blog. hmm, he was saying that he's really busy wif his comic stuff. so that's y he prob doesnt write the script. i guess i was being a little horrible in retorting him in class just now, was prob a little irritated at being rudely awakened in class. but then, everybody is busy too... everybody has tons of things to do. sigh, i wish the pace of life isnt so fast in singapore... im feeling really vexed now, so gonna zzz . nitez ppl! n may we all hav a better day tomorrow...=)
geez, just read some peoples' blog, makes me think of what ber n i were talking on sunday. is having a bf very important? dotz... is like some ppl r looking for one just because others hav it. i wont deny that i dun wanna hav one too. but this type of things cannot be rushed right? im just going to leave it up to God. plus, i want my first relationship to be real, not like just anyhow... hmm... and its o level this year, cant kid ard like last year anymore.
i think my mom is super biased. i feel that she pref my bro than me. sigh. when i talk to her, she says im being rude, but when my bro talk to her, even though he's super rude, she doesnt say anything. and she's always more concerned about my bro's life than mine. okok, im being childish and maybe just a little jealous. shall stop it. sigh, its raining again. i wonder if i can go out and take a walk. walking under the rain will definitely make me feel better....
oh, i just read zhen yan's blog. hmm, he was saying that he's really busy wif his comic stuff. so that's y he prob doesnt write the script. i guess i was being a little horrible in retorting him in class just now, was prob a little irritated at being rudely awakened in class. but then, everybody is busy too... everybody has tons of things to do. sigh, i wish the pace of life isnt so fast in singapore... im feeling really vexed now, so gonna zzz . nitez ppl! n may we all hav a better day tomorrow...=)
25 January 2004
cHiNeSe NeW yEaR
have been busy the past few days, no time to blog and it was raining so heavily! i love it when it rains, but i cant go online when it rains...
this is my WORST chinese new year ever. sigh, dun wanna talk about it. i shall be a happy blogger:)
my cousin daryl is just adorable. hav i ever mentioned that? no? ok, i shall say it again: daryl is adorable! again? daryl is SO adorable! haha. shall stop. after spending a day with him, im fluent in baby language. haha. cuz he just started to talk so when he wants something like 'water', he would just say 'ter'. its hard to understand but once u get the hang of it... i found myself having this conversation with mom while playing with him:
me: eh ma, very cute (refering to baby) leh...
mom: yeah, so?
me: go hav another one lar...
mom: siao! OR u go hav one lar....
and my dearest cousin jun wei n my brother have gotten me into serious trouble. thanks guys... jun wei is forever asking me: 'u got boyfriend?' then when i say no, he doesnt believe me. geez -_-||| he goes around reading the messages in my inbox. since i've the habit of keeping msgs in my inbox, when ever he sees a guy's name in the inbox he goes: 'is (name) ur bf? he is lar, dun deny it, y r u blushing ?' (fyi, i was NOT blushing!) and he hav to say it in such a loud voice that everybody at my grandma's house can hear. and since i've been mesaging this certain person the whole day theres a lot of his messages inside my inbox. my bro has to 'take over' him by teasing me even more at home. dont they know that my dad is SUPER suspitious? now he asks me who im going with when i go out. argh. thanx guys...
this is my WORST chinese new year ever. sigh, dun wanna talk about it. i shall be a happy blogger:)
my cousin daryl is just adorable. hav i ever mentioned that? no? ok, i shall say it again: daryl is adorable! again? daryl is SO adorable! haha. shall stop. after spending a day with him, im fluent in baby language. haha. cuz he just started to talk so when he wants something like 'water', he would just say 'ter'. its hard to understand but once u get the hang of it... i found myself having this conversation with mom while playing with him:
me: eh ma, very cute (refering to baby) leh...
mom: yeah, so?
me: go hav another one lar...
mom: siao! OR u go hav one lar....
and my dearest cousin jun wei n my brother have gotten me into serious trouble. thanks guys... jun wei is forever asking me: 'u got boyfriend?' then when i say no, he doesnt believe me. geez -_-||| he goes around reading the messages in my inbox. since i've the habit of keeping msgs in my inbox, when ever he sees a guy's name in the inbox he goes: 'is (name) ur bf? he is lar, dun deny it, y r u blushing ?' (fyi, i was NOT blushing!) and he hav to say it in such a loud voice that everybody at my grandma's house can hear. and since i've been mesaging this certain person the whole day theres a lot of his messages inside my inbox. my bro has to 'take over' him by teasing me even more at home. dont they know that my dad is SUPER suspitious? now he asks me who im going with when i go out. argh. thanx guys...
21 January 2004
rOsYtH!!!
went back to rosyth today and boy am i glad i did! waited for bev for a while then we went tog to rosyth. by the time i reached there it was abt 10 plus n heard that most of the teachers left le. so early... i very long neva see mrs low le...
aft a while went for lunch then back to rosyth n saw mr z and mr bong. mr bong forget us le:( except for pearl n bev... haha, mr z still rmbs me though. luv to chat wif him:) soon, it was time to leave as the sch gotta be locked up. then went to francine's house.
hmm, wonder if i can rmb everybody who went there? there was me, bev, hui min, pam, fran, mervyn, karta, zhen hui, siu hon, hui jin, michelle, de kai. geez, was there anyone else? hahaha, anyway just sat there n talked while ppl like merv, bev n pam played the electric guitar that fran has... missed everyone so much! sigh, its like every year there's lesser n lesser ppl going back le.. must do more class gatherings:)
aft that went my grandma's house for reunion dinner n i was so tired. was like stoned... haha... im beat man! :)
oh yeah, i think the pics we took was kinda funny... haha, esp bev.. =D
aft a while went for lunch then back to rosyth n saw mr z and mr bong. mr bong forget us le:( except for pearl n bev... haha, mr z still rmbs me though. luv to chat wif him:) soon, it was time to leave as the sch gotta be locked up. then went to francine's house.
hmm, wonder if i can rmb everybody who went there? there was me, bev, hui min, pam, fran, mervyn, karta, zhen hui, siu hon, hui jin, michelle, de kai. geez, was there anyone else? hahaha, anyway just sat there n talked while ppl like merv, bev n pam played the electric guitar that fran has... missed everyone so much! sigh, its like every year there's lesser n lesser ppl going back le.. must do more class gatherings:)
aft that went my grandma's house for reunion dinner n i was so tired. was like stoned... haha... im beat man! :)
oh yeah, i think the pics we took was kinda funny... haha, esp bev.. =D
19 January 2004
rEuNiOn DiNnEr
reunion dinner was at suntec this year. today was wif my dad's side. (im glad we din go tun lok cuz its really ex and the food sux) most of us were late. oops...
my cousin wei hao brought his gf. wei hao looked so shuai now. omigosh. his gf is quite chio too. glad for him=) (although a little disappointed. haha. jkjk) he's at nie, next time becoming a teacher. he doesnt look very teacher-ish to me leh. with his brown hair, and its REALLY very brown. he looks so good now. ok, i better stop=P
my another cousin jun wei looks a little er... plump. thinks he looks much better last time. (jun wei, if u r reading this, sorry...) and he's been wif his gf for nearly 3 years le. very devoted rite? nowdays, guys still where got so devoted one? sigh...
aft that went shopping ard suntec. everyone bought something except for me. sigh. wanted to do some shopping for myself and since im wif my parents, they can pay... but then, i've already got my new year clothes and the others havnt got theirs yet, so had to shop for theirs first. by the time we r done wif them, shops were closing and it was time to get home. but at least im glad everybody got something. hey, anyway, aft cny there's prob gonna be a sale... and im gonng shop till i drop man. literally..
oh, there's another entry before this... so scroll down and read it :)
my cousin wei hao brought his gf. wei hao looked so shuai now. omigosh. his gf is quite chio too. glad for him=) (although a little disappointed. haha. jkjk) he's at nie, next time becoming a teacher. he doesnt look very teacher-ish to me leh. with his brown hair, and its REALLY very brown. he looks so good now. ok, i better stop=P
my another cousin jun wei looks a little er... plump. thinks he looks much better last time. (jun wei, if u r reading this, sorry...) and he's been wif his gf for nearly 3 years le. very devoted rite? nowdays, guys still where got so devoted one? sigh...
aft that went shopping ard suntec. everyone bought something except for me. sigh. wanted to do some shopping for myself and since im wif my parents, they can pay... but then, i've already got my new year clothes and the others havnt got theirs yet, so had to shop for theirs first. by the time we r done wif them, shops were closing and it was time to get home. but at least im glad everybody got something. hey, anyway, aft cny there's prob gonna be a sale... and im gonng shop till i drop man. literally..
oh, there's another entry before this... so scroll down and read it :)
ytd was a lucky day! i saw gerald at my house. was leaving for mass and just saw him sitting at the railing there. gor n i were really surprise to see him there. turned out that my condo was havin some function n gerald n some others came to set up the sound equipment... saw javis too, he gave a talk during my sec 2 church camp. still can rmb wat he said, and its really true. havnt seen gerald for a long time, omigosh, gerald used to be really cute but now... still prefer him last time :)
before that, went j8 for lunch. as i was leaving j8, this guy doing flag day came to ask me for donation so i donated. he saw me holding my amaths textbook so asked me if i was doing my o levels this year. he said he was from cjc. then asked me for my phone number. and his friends beside him were making fun of him... haha. (and he's quite cute too, wif spikey hair=p)
when i told my gor, he was saying stuff like: did u slap him? u shld hav given him a slap! and i was like: wat?! haha. gor was really funny though. then started saying stuff like if i had a bf must he approve. haha, another "wat?!" from me. im not complaning, but isnt he a little bit over protective? i hope he was joking=)
before that, went j8 for lunch. as i was leaving j8, this guy doing flag day came to ask me for donation so i donated. he saw me holding my amaths textbook so asked me if i was doing my o levels this year. he said he was from cjc. then asked me for my phone number. and his friends beside him were making fun of him... haha. (and he's quite cute too, wif spikey hair=p)
when i told my gor, he was saying stuff like: did u slap him? u shld hav given him a slap! and i was like: wat?! haha. gor was really funny though. then started saying stuff like if i had a bf must he approve. haha, another "wat?!" from me. im not complaning, but isnt he a little bit over protective? i hope he was joking=)
14 January 2004
gOiNg BaCk?
there's barely any homework today! hooray! but two tests tml. sigh. had a superb dinner juz now. y? cause i cooked it ! -_-||| haha...
am glad my mom washed the eeyore (bigger one) so now im going everywhere wif it. i feel like a little girl who has just gotten a new toy... haha...
zhen hui asked me if i was going back to rosyth. i think i am. in fact, i wanna go! missed so many class gatherings le. really wanna see how everyone is doing. hope hui min n pearl n the rest can go too. think we r going on cny eve. i hav no idea whether i can go or not, cuz hav reunion dinner at nite. but shld be able lar. n we cant stay till too late too, cuz the ppl gotta close the sch n the teachers gotta go back...
oh man, i felt like slapping zaiton just now when she was talking to us in class. sigh. she barely sees us and there she goes preaching. im glad she only teaches us cme now. she doesnt even bother much about out class n she's our form teacher. i think i sound contradicting. will rephrase. she pokes her nose into things nobody gives a damn, or doesnt turn a hair in things that needs her concern... sigh. i wish i still had tongy or mr z, or mrs low. last 2 r my pri sch teachers.
im not sure if mrs low still rmbs me. its been a few years le. but mr z still rmbs me. was back at rosyth last year, was climbing up the stairs when mr z shouted my name. and everybody turned to look at me. haha. got quite a shock. haha. he taught me when i was p4 and he still rmbs me! wanna see him too, if i get back to rosyth on cny eve, that's next week...
am glad my mom washed the eeyore (bigger one) so now im going everywhere wif it. i feel like a little girl who has just gotten a new toy... haha...
zhen hui asked me if i was going back to rosyth. i think i am. in fact, i wanna go! missed so many class gatherings le. really wanna see how everyone is doing. hope hui min n pearl n the rest can go too. think we r going on cny eve. i hav no idea whether i can go or not, cuz hav reunion dinner at nite. but shld be able lar. n we cant stay till too late too, cuz the ppl gotta close the sch n the teachers gotta go back...
oh man, i felt like slapping zaiton just now when she was talking to us in class. sigh. she barely sees us and there she goes preaching. im glad she only teaches us cme now. she doesnt even bother much about out class n she's our form teacher. i think i sound contradicting. will rephrase. she pokes her nose into things nobody gives a damn, or doesnt turn a hair in things that needs her concern... sigh. i wish i still had tongy or mr z, or mrs low. last 2 r my pri sch teachers.
im not sure if mrs low still rmbs me. its been a few years le. but mr z still rmbs me. was back at rosyth last year, was climbing up the stairs when mr z shouted my name. and everybody turned to look at me. haha. got quite a shock. haha. he taught me when i was p4 and he still rmbs me! wanna see him too, if i get back to rosyth on cny eve, that's next week...
eeyores, eeyores, EEYORES!
i cant believe i can finally come online, although if my parents found out im awake so late, they will kill me...
am realli tired, school is crazy, teachers are crazy. there's so much homework! i think my sole purpose in life now is to finish all my homework. sad rite?
sec 1 camp was quite fun in my opinion. glad i got 1/1 instead of other classes. 1/1 was quite well behaved. a little quiet sometimes. am juz a little disappointed wif their campfire performance. sigh, they had really good stuff. oh well. i had so much fun during the campfire. the councillors had much more fun than the sec 1s. seems like it. was practically going crazy... haha. sec 1s were just sitting and watching us. all in all, it was really fun. jac n i was star gazing at nite. slept at the parade square. it was FREEZING. haha, but the sky was really beautiful. we were lucky that the sky was clear and it was really windy up there, so the clouds were moving really fast and we could look at the stars. there was a full moon too. really dun mind lying like that forever... haha...
btw, THANX FOR THE EEYORE!!!!!!!! thank you! love it! its so adorable. was carrying it around and ppl muz hav thot i was mad to bring an eeyore there... haha...
the next day had bbq with my maternal side. was practically sleeping and eating. so tired! barely slept the prev nite. i dunno how i dragged myself to play wif my cousins for 2 hours in the pool that is just deep enough to wash my feet. haha, was playing monkey wif bell n cheryl in the children's pool. and it was really fun. n i think i sprained my back a little. oops, its much better now though. around nite time, they left, after helping mom packed up, went to slp.
was really surprised to see a perlini's bag in front of me when i woke up. n guess wat? bro gave me this fab star bracelet. love it. he's so sweet. (sometimes) haha... went out in the evening for dinner at fish n co. the rest of the time was busy finishing my hw. quite sad actually. but then, wat to do.
and guys/gals, THANX FOR THE PRESENTS. i love the eeyore, yes, its ANOTHER one. its so adorable. love baby eeyores. have 2 baby eeyores resting on my bed now. love the chocos, love the bottle, love the chopsticks, love the hp chain. mega thanx to mark, cleo, chun fei, yip, rara, and the ppl who gave me the bigger eeyore. haha. i can proudly say that i have NINE eeyores now. (maybe i shld get another one to hav an even number...) do i sound like im mad? *nods head vigorously* but they r just so cute! i spend all my time gushing about them and its still now enough. haha. im getting really sleepy. time now is 12.15am. good nite peeps!
am realli tired, school is crazy, teachers are crazy. there's so much homework! i think my sole purpose in life now is to finish all my homework. sad rite?
sec 1 camp was quite fun in my opinion. glad i got 1/1 instead of other classes. 1/1 was quite well behaved. a little quiet sometimes. am juz a little disappointed wif their campfire performance. sigh, they had really good stuff. oh well. i had so much fun during the campfire. the councillors had much more fun than the sec 1s. seems like it. was practically going crazy... haha. sec 1s were just sitting and watching us. all in all, it was really fun. jac n i was star gazing at nite. slept at the parade square. it was FREEZING. haha, but the sky was really beautiful. we were lucky that the sky was clear and it was really windy up there, so the clouds were moving really fast and we could look at the stars. there was a full moon too. really dun mind lying like that forever... haha...
btw, THANX FOR THE EEYORE!!!!!!!! thank you! love it! its so adorable. was carrying it around and ppl muz hav thot i was mad to bring an eeyore there... haha...
the next day had bbq with my maternal side. was practically sleeping and eating. so tired! barely slept the prev nite. i dunno how i dragged myself to play wif my cousins for 2 hours in the pool that is just deep enough to wash my feet. haha, was playing monkey wif bell n cheryl in the children's pool. and it was really fun. n i think i sprained my back a little. oops, its much better now though. around nite time, they left, after helping mom packed up, went to slp.
was really surprised to see a perlini's bag in front of me when i woke up. n guess wat? bro gave me this fab star bracelet. love it. he's so sweet. (sometimes) haha... went out in the evening for dinner at fish n co. the rest of the time was busy finishing my hw. quite sad actually. but then, wat to do.
and guys/gals, THANX FOR THE PRESENTS. i love the eeyore, yes, its ANOTHER one. its so adorable. love baby eeyores. have 2 baby eeyores resting on my bed now. love the chocos, love the bottle, love the chopsticks, love the hp chain. mega thanx to mark, cleo, chun fei, yip, rara, and the ppl who gave me the bigger eeyore. haha. i can proudly say that i have NINE eeyores now. (maybe i shld get another one to hav an even number...) do i sound like im mad? *nods head vigorously* but they r just so cute! i spend all my time gushing about them and its still now enough. haha. im getting really sleepy. time now is 12.15am. good nite peeps!
06 January 2004
mOnEy WoEs
i cant believe mdm tong is gonna collect the 10 year series. die, i havnt even started! gonna pia like mad this few days. sigh...
had quite a few changes of teachers, first of all, was that zaiton isnt teaching us anything except for cme, sad rite? ss n hist is by this new teacher mdm anatha. im in the 3rd band for maths. mdm kee is getting a little slow. she hasnt even started teaching! geog though expected is ismail. eng is mrs chung. had the first lesson today. n i thot it was quite interesting, but guess other ppl thot otherwise. but come on, after 2 years of getting taught by ms ng, ANYBODY can be more interesting than her... we got guang for physics. sigh, i cant understand wat he is talking about! and he is so LAME.
got bad news today. jac, van n i won $400 for the script competition, was thinking of giving sch $100, then we keep $100 each. reasonable rite? but ms tan wanted us to give the school $200 and we share the rest amongst ourselves. at first, i was damn pissed. still am anyway, but to a lesser degree i guess. the word "unfair" keeps floating ard in my brain. is it cuz im selfish n i dun wanna share the money wif the sch? hmm, i hav no idea. i felt that at least we shld hav a say in how much money we give the sch rite? and we hav to like go up to the 2nd level and take our "prize" from ms tan. geez, i cant do that. its ridiculous. im gonna receive a "prize" that isnt even "mine"?
and mom was saying that the sch has a right, and she was saying that the school let us keep the money is good enough. then gor said that, in a way, mom was right, but he said we shld complain, go write to straits times. but this is like "small" matter... geez, y did we take part anyway?? shldnt hav bothered... sigh. we are in a democratic society rite? so cant we at least hav a say? if i see that principal's face, i dunno wat im gonna do. last year, although partially my fault, was bad enough, and this year AGAIN?! sigh...
*i pity ms chow though, she has to put up with our grumbling and whining...
had quite a few changes of teachers, first of all, was that zaiton isnt teaching us anything except for cme, sad rite? ss n hist is by this new teacher mdm anatha. im in the 3rd band for maths. mdm kee is getting a little slow. she hasnt even started teaching! geog though expected is ismail. eng is mrs chung. had the first lesson today. n i thot it was quite interesting, but guess other ppl thot otherwise. but come on, after 2 years of getting taught by ms ng, ANYBODY can be more interesting than her... we got guang for physics. sigh, i cant understand wat he is talking about! and he is so LAME.
got bad news today. jac, van n i won $400 for the script competition, was thinking of giving sch $100, then we keep $100 each. reasonable rite? but ms tan wanted us to give the school $200 and we share the rest amongst ourselves. at first, i was damn pissed. still am anyway, but to a lesser degree i guess. the word "unfair" keeps floating ard in my brain. is it cuz im selfish n i dun wanna share the money wif the sch? hmm, i hav no idea. i felt that at least we shld hav a say in how much money we give the sch rite? and we hav to like go up to the 2nd level and take our "prize" from ms tan. geez, i cant do that. its ridiculous. im gonna receive a "prize" that isnt even "mine"?
and mom was saying that the sch has a right, and she was saying that the school let us keep the money is good enough. then gor said that, in a way, mom was right, but he said we shld complain, go write to straits times. but this is like "small" matter... geez, y did we take part anyway?? shldnt hav bothered... sigh. we are in a democratic society rite? so cant we at least hav a say? if i see that principal's face, i dunno wat im gonna do. last year, although partially my fault, was bad enough, and this year AGAIN?! sigh...
*i pity ms chow though, she has to put up with our grumbling and whining...
04 January 2004
LoNg HaIr GoNe
cut my hair today. like short hair better, easier to maintain. although now its pong-ing. haha.
mom was being totally weird. argh. wanted to go straighten my hair, but mom said i was "too young" for it. yeah, really. i might even get a guiness world record for it. imagine: "youngest girl to get hair straighten ever" its totally ridiculous. its always "u r too young for it". its not like as if im gonna get a tattoo, take drugs or smoke, im not going to ever in my life anyway. im gonna be 16 in a few days, but why do i feel like im being treated as a 10 year old child? parents want respect from their kids, im also human too, i also want to be respected.
sigh, sometimes, i wonder is it because of that that led to my brother always staying out till too late. guess home isnt that comfortable to him anymore. in one week of 168 hours, i dont even think i've seen him for more than 20 hours, thats like onli one-eighth of the week. and everytime he comes home, he pulls this extremely long face. geez, it just brightens up my day.
mom was being totally weird. argh. wanted to go straighten my hair, but mom said i was "too young" for it. yeah, really. i might even get a guiness world record for it. imagine: "youngest girl to get hair straighten ever" its totally ridiculous. its always "u r too young for it". its not like as if im gonna get a tattoo, take drugs or smoke, im not going to ever in my life anyway. im gonna be 16 in a few days, but why do i feel like im being treated as a 10 year old child? parents want respect from their kids, im also human too, i also want to be respected.
sigh, sometimes, i wonder is it because of that that led to my brother always staying out till too late. guess home isnt that comfortable to him anymore. in one week of 168 hours, i dont even think i've seen him for more than 20 hours, thats like onli one-eighth of the week. and everytime he comes home, he pulls this extremely long face. geez, it just brightens up my day.
02 January 2004
dAy OnE...
ok, day one wasnt that bad. actually, i was looking forward to go school. can see all my friends again... and im not sitting in front this year. hooray~ sitting with dylan, with liang hock n jac at the back singing... too bad they sing chinese songs. felt a little like santarina today, was giving gifts to ppl:)
im in the first claz for english! yay~ so glad vanessa's there too, if not gonna be a little bored. teacher's mrs chung, at least no more ms ng rite? got a new teacher for combined humanities. geez, that means zaiton isnt teaching us anything but she's our form teacher?!
and i've decided to cut my hair. long hair is just not me... juz wondering if i shld layer it?
there's guides tml and i din even do any testswork during the hols. i can kiss my bronze bye bye le... *sigh*
im in the first claz for english! yay~ so glad vanessa's there too, if not gonna be a little bored. teacher's mrs chung, at least no more ms ng rite? got a new teacher for combined humanities. geez, that means zaiton isnt teaching us anything but she's our form teacher?!
and i've decided to cut my hair. long hair is just not me... juz wondering if i shld layer it?
there's guides tml and i din even do any testswork during the hols. i can kiss my bronze bye bye le... *sigh*
01 January 2004
nEw YeAr ReSoLuTiOnS
juz got back from my dad's office new year eve's ball at hyatt. im dead beat, although the onli thing i did was sit and eat. it was realli boring, dunno why i agreed to go at first. was sms-ing. think i will realli die of boredom if there wasnt ppl to sms. there wasnt any cute guys too! except for that waiter that looks damn beng, but he isnt ... haha...
dad drove down orchard road, and it was totally crazy. the whole road was FULL of people. guess there wasnt enuff space to walk on the pavement, ppl were walking on the road! there isnt any event going on, kinda makes u wonder y ppl r there? maybe juz to hang around wif frenz? next year, im gonna spend my new year eve outside the house...
i don't know why im writing this, since i hardly keep my new year resolutions.
ok, here goes.... (in this order)
1) to keep my other resoltuions -_-|||
2) to be happy and not give a damn about what other people think [cleo and i had this "conversation" once, and its good to care what people think, so that you can like improve yourself, so it should be "not giving a damn about wat others negative thoughts on you"]
3) not be an anti-social [yeah, im realli anti-social]
4) eat healthy. n not worrying whether i will get fat. and be glad of my own body
5) to pay more attention to others, especially my friends and not be selfish.
6) to be nicer to my brother. to be more patient and know that everybody has his own bad day....
i think thats all. its quite alot of crap. haha, and new year resolutions r realli pointless. u shouldnt wait to a new year to try to improve yourself, it should be all year round!
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! may you have a great year ahead, and fufil your dreams!!!
dad drove down orchard road, and it was totally crazy. the whole road was FULL of people. guess there wasnt enuff space to walk on the pavement, ppl were walking on the road! there isnt any event going on, kinda makes u wonder y ppl r there? maybe juz to hang around wif frenz? next year, im gonna spend my new year eve outside the house...
i don't know why im writing this, since i hardly keep my new year resolutions.
ok, here goes.... (in this order)
1) to keep my other resoltuions -_-|||
2) to be happy and not give a damn about what other people think [cleo and i had this "conversation" once, and its good to care what people think, so that you can like improve yourself, so it should be "not giving a damn about wat others negative thoughts on you"]
3) not be an anti-social [yeah, im realli anti-social]
4) eat healthy. n not worrying whether i will get fat. and be glad of my own body
5) to pay more attention to others, especially my friends and not be selfish.
6) to be nicer to my brother. to be more patient and know that everybody has his own bad day....
i think thats all. its quite alot of crap. haha, and new year resolutions r realli pointless. u shouldnt wait to a new year to try to improve yourself, it should be all year round!
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! may you have a great year ahead, and fufil your dreams!!!