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23 July 2003
gosh, burning disc now, so can use com for a while. today was ok. went to orchard, jia ling was looking for a red shirt. saw this top i really wanna get at 77th street, but couldnt think of a way to smuggle it home without mom knowing, n thinking tat i shld save money, so din buy...
hav like 5 tests nex week, meaning weekends gotta study study study. *groan* gotta really pay more attention to chem. haiz...
oh yeah, good news, me not in remedial, but might hav to do remedial work. lao da(my chinese teacher, for those hu dun noe) said tat someone (prob, refering to me i think) need not go for remedial but hav to do e work e remedial ppl do. fine wif me actually, cuz i gotta practice my chinese. but hav mentoring, n was worried tat i will be late for it....
juz read others blogs. mark wans to go overseas study. hmm, guess im juz patriotic or poor. but i dun think studying overseas is good. well, cuz singapore is establish enuff. (for some courses) no need to go further studies. plus, ppl in other countries (western) might be biased against u, cuz u r taking away their jobs, n their space in e uni. if u wanna go overseas, then go to a good uni. like oxford, cambridge... more worth it, if not, sg uni is good enuff. that's my opinion though, depends on wat ya think lor mark... haiz, dun even noe whether i can go uni or not. guess my bro can go (he applied, n will go after his ns) might hav to work a while first b4 i can go... not enuff $$$. or my bro has to chip in alittle... hmmm, shld be can larz. hope so... haiz.
hav like 5 tests nex week, meaning weekends gotta study study study. *groan* gotta really pay more attention to chem. haiz...
oh yeah, good news, me not in remedial, but might hav to do remedial work. lao da(my chinese teacher, for those hu dun noe) said tat someone (prob, refering to me i think) need not go for remedial but hav to do e work e remedial ppl do. fine wif me actually, cuz i gotta practice my chinese. but hav mentoring, n was worried tat i will be late for it....
juz read others blogs. mark wans to go overseas study. hmm, guess im juz patriotic or poor. but i dun think studying overseas is good. well, cuz singapore is establish enuff. (for some courses) no need to go further studies. plus, ppl in other countries (western) might be biased against u, cuz u r taking away their jobs, n their space in e uni. if u wanna go overseas, then go to a good uni. like oxford, cambridge... more worth it, if not, sg uni is good enuff. that's my opinion though, depends on wat ya think lor mark... haiz, dun even noe whether i can go uni or not. guess my bro can go (he applied, n will go after his ns) might hav to work a while first b4 i can go... not enuff $$$. or my bro has to chip in alittle... hmmm, shld be can larz. hope so... haiz.
22 July 2003
been long since i updated this. oh well..
ytd was racial harmony day. i wore a baju kurong tat looks super aunty! shh, dun tell e owner. e day turn out quite well, had little lessons, was bz taking pics around sch:) was so glad i din scratch much! guess my skin is getting better. sho happy!
anw, not tat piss off wif gor anymore. seems like everything is back to normal. but still rarely see him, he's seldom home, n when he's home, im bz wif hw. haiz. cant be help. oh yeah, gor if u r reading this, i sorry for all e swearing n stuff in e prev entry. i din mean it, well, at least most of it. i found out tat when im pissed, swearing really helps me:) oh dear, but im not tat vulgar am i? hmm, oh well. anw, at least, i dun go around throwing my temper. not like someone who happens to hav my surname in her name. wat a disgrace.... evil i noe....
been feeling really upset lately. guess, haiz, i cant rmb hu i gave this add to. so, its kinda hard to say some stuff, afraid i will offend anybody. oh well.. here goes.
as i was saying was feeling really upset in claz. haiz, i feel tat jac is ignoring me. really. maybe im being too over sensitive? maybe not. but juz really odd in claz ya noe? one of my best frenz isnt even on speaking terms wif me. haiz, how will u peeps out there feel about it? hey jac. if ya reading this, i dunno wat i did wrong. but if i did sth wrong, tell me k? i dun wan our friendship to juz end like tat... it juz doesnt seem right.
got back my chinese test results. was shit. had 29/50. one of e lowest. think i will hav to go for remedial liaoz. damn, dun hav time for it. haiz. deproving alot nowadays. first was physics, had 4/20. gonna get back chem. n im sure to fail tat. e only excuse i can give myself was tat yan was over n i din had time to study. but i wld be lying to myself, i was e one tat din wanna study, n i went out wif her... haiz, choices hav consequences...
anw, was at e beach on sat. tanjong beach in sentosa. wanna go soon. hints to mark. btw, mark, anytime would be fine. but i cant stay till too late k? u noe my dad... sorry though... we can go sentosa. highly recommended:)
ytd was racial harmony day. i wore a baju kurong tat looks super aunty! shh, dun tell e owner. e day turn out quite well, had little lessons, was bz taking pics around sch:) was so glad i din scratch much! guess my skin is getting better. sho happy!
anw, not tat piss off wif gor anymore. seems like everything is back to normal. but still rarely see him, he's seldom home, n when he's home, im bz wif hw. haiz. cant be help. oh yeah, gor if u r reading this, i sorry for all e swearing n stuff in e prev entry. i din mean it, well, at least most of it. i found out tat when im pissed, swearing really helps me:) oh dear, but im not tat vulgar am i? hmm, oh well. anw, at least, i dun go around throwing my temper. not like someone who happens to hav my surname in her name. wat a disgrace.... evil i noe....
been feeling really upset lately. guess, haiz, i cant rmb hu i gave this add to. so, its kinda hard to say some stuff, afraid i will offend anybody. oh well.. here goes.
as i was saying was feeling really upset in claz. haiz, i feel tat jac is ignoring me. really. maybe im being too over sensitive? maybe not. but juz really odd in claz ya noe? one of my best frenz isnt even on speaking terms wif me. haiz, how will u peeps out there feel about it? hey jac. if ya reading this, i dunno wat i did wrong. but if i did sth wrong, tell me k? i dun wan our friendship to juz end like tat... it juz doesnt seem right.
got back my chinese test results. was shit. had 29/50. one of e lowest. think i will hav to go for remedial liaoz. damn, dun hav time for it. haiz. deproving alot nowadays. first was physics, had 4/20. gonna get back chem. n im sure to fail tat. e only excuse i can give myself was tat yan was over n i din had time to study. but i wld be lying to myself, i was e one tat din wanna study, n i went out wif her... haiz, choices hav consequences...
anw, was at e beach on sat. tanjong beach in sentosa. wanna go soon. hints to mark. btw, mark, anytime would be fine. but i cant stay till too late k? u noe my dad... sorry though... we can go sentosa. highly recommended:)
16 July 2003
reached home at 7.40 today. so late! was hanging out in the council rm. dunno y stay until so late, wanted to leave at 3, then can come home and do my blog. but in e end leave so late. oh well...
was really infuriated wif my brother. argh, he bought dinner for me, but ended up coming home at 9. so late! dun really blame him though, after all, i kinda expected it. but wat made me so angry is tat he said i can use e com until 10. wat e hell. i use 20 mins only? and he doesnt hav e right to ask me to stop using. i oso can use k. i hav e same right as him! who was e one who use e com sneakily last time? SO SO SO SO SO SO many times! argh, not going to be super childish n pull up e past. cant stand him. think he's so great now, fine, in ns, grown up, an adult. well, act like one then! im sick of getting push arounfd. he has NO right to say me. after all e stuff he used to do. absolutely NO right. argh, so mad at him now. cant stop treating me as an insignificant. boiling now. wat e heck. bloody hell. so regret agreeing to put e bloody com in his bloody room. now, he's being so bloodily bossy! this com is NOT his! NOT. he has NO right to push me around! wat e fuck! after all e stuff he does, he dares to lecture me? really, if u wanna scold me, use ur actions! not ur damn mouth! argh. burning now. i HATE being treated as an insignificant in this house. other ppl alwiz tok abt how nice their bros r n crap. me? i cant say much... nuthin to say anyway. all i want is him to treat me human. is tat very tough? he treats his frenz better than me... argh, im his SISTER. we share e same freaking blood! argh argh argh. feel like screaming now. i sense a beach trip...need one.
its raining now. perfect. juz like my GREAT mood. maybe i shld go out n get wet. it usually makes me feel better anyway. gtg now. tat idiot is bugging me. nitez ppl, n hav a GREAT nite, while i ROT at home...
was really infuriated wif my brother. argh, he bought dinner for me, but ended up coming home at 9. so late! dun really blame him though, after all, i kinda expected it. but wat made me so angry is tat he said i can use e com until 10. wat e hell. i use 20 mins only? and he doesnt hav e right to ask me to stop using. i oso can use k. i hav e same right as him! who was e one who use e com sneakily last time? SO SO SO SO SO SO many times! argh, not going to be super childish n pull up e past. cant stand him. think he's so great now, fine, in ns, grown up, an adult. well, act like one then! im sick of getting push arounfd. he has NO right to say me. after all e stuff he used to do. absolutely NO right. argh, so mad at him now. cant stop treating me as an insignificant. boiling now. wat e heck. bloody hell. so regret agreeing to put e bloody com in his bloody room. now, he's being so bloodily bossy! this com is NOT his! NOT. he has NO right to push me around! wat e fuck! after all e stuff he does, he dares to lecture me? really, if u wanna scold me, use ur actions! not ur damn mouth! argh. burning now. i HATE being treated as an insignificant in this house. other ppl alwiz tok abt how nice their bros r n crap. me? i cant say much... nuthin to say anyway. all i want is him to treat me human. is tat very tough? he treats his frenz better than me... argh, im his SISTER. we share e same freaking blood! argh argh argh. feel like screaming now. i sense a beach trip...need one.
its raining now. perfect. juz like my GREAT mood. maybe i shld go out n get wet. it usually makes me feel better anyway. gtg now. tat idiot is bugging me. nitez ppl, n hav a GREAT nite, while i ROT at home...
15 July 2003
this is getting to be SO pathetic... 30 mins of com use every week???? 4-5 hours sleep nearly every nite, last week? hmm.. cant help it though. yan's over now... gone out wif her nearly everyday, so gotta rush hw when i reach home... left abt 4 more days. thiniking of making a gift for her... hope it turns out well...
kinda in a dilema now... sat is guides farewell party n yan's flying off... guides will be at sentosa fr 9-2. yan's flight is at 11. i wanna go send yan off, but i can miss guides.. n i WANT to go to the beach... argh. was thinking of joining them later. but by e time i go fr changi to sentosa, its gonna be like 1 plus? they finishing liao then i go, abit pointless eh? hmmm... how???
this week has tons of tests. hist, phy, chem n chinese. i confirm fail physics, attempted so little qns! dad's gonna kill me. prob all my fault. wasnt prepared at all... oh well... gonna study chem later..
on friday, cleo, nathan n i r gonna do this radio program thing in e morn. e name 4 it is so dumb... RADIO@AMKSS... totally YUCK. anw, we 3 r kinda like deejays. dunno wat to expect... we hav to bring our own music n stuff...
argh, still havnt replied letters k. everyone is bugging me for them (dun get offended, ppl out there readin this, i dun really mind being bugged) hav like how many? cleo's, mark's, jac's, yip's (hmmm...) anymore? think gonna do cleo's n mark's first. those r e longer waiting ppl... hmmm...
kinda in a dilema now... sat is guides farewell party n yan's flying off... guides will be at sentosa fr 9-2. yan's flight is at 11. i wanna go send yan off, but i can miss guides.. n i WANT to go to the beach... argh. was thinking of joining them later. but by e time i go fr changi to sentosa, its gonna be like 1 plus? they finishing liao then i go, abit pointless eh? hmmm... how???
this week has tons of tests. hist, phy, chem n chinese. i confirm fail physics, attempted so little qns! dad's gonna kill me. prob all my fault. wasnt prepared at all... oh well... gonna study chem later..
on friday, cleo, nathan n i r gonna do this radio program thing in e morn. e name 4 it is so dumb... RADIO@AMKSS... totally YUCK. anw, we 3 r kinda like deejays. dunno wat to expect... we hav to bring our own music n stuff...
argh, still havnt replied letters k. everyone is bugging me for them (dun get offended, ppl out there readin this, i dun really mind being bugged) hav like how many? cleo's, mark's, jac's, yip's (hmmm...) anymore? think gonna do cleo's n mark's first. those r e longer waiting ppl... hmmm...
07 July 2003
was out wif yan in e day... at first i saw her, we juz hugged for hmmm, no idea how long... but it was kinda a good heart lo. very reassuring u noe? like very comforting. miz her so much. neva see her for 1 year liaoz.
after tat went bugis. walk around. she bought me a bracelet. guess wat design it was? clever, its starry again... all my stuff r starry... haha... cant help it i guess.
then i treated her at d'crepes. tried e chicken salad one. kinda nice but e filling was really little. wat was i expecting anw? ppl r doing a business anw... oh well, anw, i still hav to treat her 299 times... haha... dunno how come hav so many? i oso forgot liao.. she oso:) haha
yan looks really mature now. kinda different. wif long n golden hair. kinda envy.. me like brown/golden hair too. but mom juz doesnt allow lor.. haiz... anw, gotta do some reaserch on UN stuff now.. sianz. was having emoticons "war" wif mark juz now... haha...
after tat went bugis. walk around. she bought me a bracelet. guess wat design it was? clever, its starry again... all my stuff r starry... haha... cant help it i guess.
then i treated her at d'crepes. tried e chicken salad one. kinda nice but e filling was really little. wat was i expecting anw? ppl r doing a business anw... oh well, anw, i still hav to treat her 299 times... haha... dunno how come hav so many? i oso forgot liao.. she oso:) haha
yan looks really mature now. kinda different. wif long n golden hair. kinda envy.. me like brown/golden hair too. but mom juz doesnt allow lor.. haiz... anw, gotta do some reaserch on UN stuff now.. sianz. was having emoticons "war" wif mark juz now... haha...
went cycling wif dad ytd.. like cycled more than 6km... not very far. but far enuff to make me damn tired:) cycle all e way to the hot spring in smebawang.
then went to e nearby park n cycled all e way to e strait of johor. went a little further... n guess wat i saw? e beach!!!! it was kinda small.. but there was sand (duh!) n everything. many ppl fishing there. was sitting on e rocks n juz chilling. looking at e waves... looking at e sky. saw part of e sunset, though e trees covered most of it... was all in all e great day...
going out wif chung yan later. miss her so, but since she came back on sat, havnt had a proper chance to talk to her properly... haiz. she's staying over at annie's house. going out wif her, annie n yan ting (her pri sch fren). me gonna feel so outcasted... as mark says: cast away...lolx..
hope i hav a great time:)
then went to e nearby park n cycled all e way to e strait of johor. went a little further... n guess wat i saw? e beach!!!! it was kinda small.. but there was sand (duh!) n everything. many ppl fishing there. was sitting on e rocks n juz chilling. looking at e waves... looking at e sky. saw part of e sunset, though e trees covered most of it... was all in all e great day...
going out wif chung yan later. miss her so, but since she came back on sat, havnt had a proper chance to talk to her properly... haiz. she's staying over at annie's house. going out wif her, annie n yan ting (her pri sch fren). me gonna feel so outcasted... as mark says: cast away...lolx..
hope i hav a great time:)
cold war is over!
over! yay! yay!!!!
over! yay! yay!!!!
06 July 2003
got a tag board. fun... having cold-war wif parents. my fault AGAIN. haiz, gonna slp now... tml muz go church... nitez
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juz done wif moi letter. was super long to mark. 2290 words or sth. think im really hooked on letter writing. be in in email, letter, or book... haha, might not be blogging for this few days. weekends r here, n my bro will undoubtly hog e com. cant use tat much, until then bye!
morning!!! juz woke up. today no need to go school *cheers* feeling so tired. looking for blog templates now. later gonna reply mark's email. then cleo's journal... listening to christian songs. sudenly feel like. super nice:)
hey hey, finally! this is gonna be my blog for life:)
haha, managed to figure out how to use this. (im totally clueless wif coms) had 3 prev accounts. but luv this e best. used to use diaryland, but thier server alwiz bz. then cannot load new entries. got piss n too lazy to wait anw.
today was a great great, super super great day. as i've told weiming a zillion times. haha, think he's sick of hearing it. only had 5 periods, interaction, pe, chem. took height n weight. to my tremendous horror. i gained 1 kg. oh no! been slacking too much during hols. but grew 1 cm! finally! hehe:) after tat went to play volleyball. i learnt sth. i really suck at vball... haha, juz no talent there. e ball i hit went everywhere except where i want it to go... then it rained. haiz, had to go in e shelter. wanted to juz stay there n let e rain fall on me. luv raining. was so tempted to run around in rain, raise up my hands, feel e drops of water on my palms, close my eyes n juz relax! haiz, but cant. still managed to get wet though. haha... sho fun!!!
after tat was chem. tried hard not to slp but kinda clueless wat she was toking abt. guess gotta pay more attention:)
after, had ipw presentation. was so worried i mix up all my words wif e script for investiture later. but glad i didnt. presentation went by fine. then e Q&A part. benson was really farni. hav to keep saying: no personal attacks benson! so happy wif mdm tong's comment. haha, let me bhb a while first. after i presented, mdm tong said i had gd presentation skills. i presented very well. so so so happy! my whole spirit was lifted up n i stop feeling a nervous wreck for my emceeing:) was praying so hard tat god will give me strenght, confidence to do e whole thing. n he did! he really did! praise god!
hehe, ya noe y? cuz i noe wat my faults is. once i dun hav confidence n i dun "feel good", i will stammer, n once i start stammerring, there goes, everything will stammer n sound horrible. but guess wat? it didnt happen! my lines went without a hitch! cheers. was so happy! haha, although e whole investiture was kinda screw up. wif curtains opening at wrong times, with mikes passing around(not enuff mikes, sch too poor:P) hehe, gonna BHB again. i cant help it. haha. mr ong (my discilpline master for ppl hu dun noe) even said i was quite good! yay!!! im on cloud nine! wait! higher! cloud ten! haha...
then after tat went church for charasmatic... was really good. met clara. singing my heart out n juz enjoying everything. very happy n full (man zhu) now. feeling tired. bro wanna use too. nitez! or shld i say morn? hmmm...
haha, managed to figure out how to use this. (im totally clueless wif coms) had 3 prev accounts. but luv this e best. used to use diaryland, but thier server alwiz bz. then cannot load new entries. got piss n too lazy to wait anw.
today was a great great, super super great day. as i've told weiming a zillion times. haha, think he's sick of hearing it. only had 5 periods, interaction, pe, chem. took height n weight. to my tremendous horror. i gained 1 kg. oh no! been slacking too much during hols. but grew 1 cm! finally! hehe:) after tat went to play volleyball. i learnt sth. i really suck at vball... haha, juz no talent there. e ball i hit went everywhere except where i want it to go... then it rained. haiz, had to go in e shelter. wanted to juz stay there n let e rain fall on me. luv raining. was so tempted to run around in rain, raise up my hands, feel e drops of water on my palms, close my eyes n juz relax! haiz, but cant. still managed to get wet though. haha... sho fun!!!
after tat was chem. tried hard not to slp but kinda clueless wat she was toking abt. guess gotta pay more attention:)
after, had ipw presentation. was so worried i mix up all my words wif e script for investiture later. but glad i didnt. presentation went by fine. then e Q&A part. benson was really farni. hav to keep saying: no personal attacks benson! so happy wif mdm tong's comment. haha, let me bhb a while first. after i presented, mdm tong said i had gd presentation skills. i presented very well. so so so happy! my whole spirit was lifted up n i stop feeling a nervous wreck for my emceeing:) was praying so hard tat god will give me strenght, confidence to do e whole thing. n he did! he really did! praise god!
hehe, ya noe y? cuz i noe wat my faults is. once i dun hav confidence n i dun "feel good", i will stammer, n once i start stammerring, there goes, everything will stammer n sound horrible. but guess wat? it didnt happen! my lines went without a hitch! cheers. was so happy! haha, although e whole investiture was kinda screw up. wif curtains opening at wrong times, with mikes passing around(not enuff mikes, sch too poor:P) hehe, gonna BHB again. i cant help it. haha. mr ong (my discilpline master for ppl hu dun noe) even said i was quite good! yay!!! im on cloud nine! wait! higher! cloud ten! haha...
then after tat went church for charasmatic... was really good. met clara. singing my heart out n juz enjoying everything. very happy n full (man zhu) now. feeling tired. bro wanna use too. nitez! or shld i say morn? hmmm...